When Emily just graduated high school and is about to start Collage with her best friends Jordyn, Eva and Amelia she is about to get into some trouble with the guy she has had a crush on since the age of 6 comes back with her older brother for the...
I feel bad for lying to her but I know that this will break her she would hate me " hey you okay?" Jordyn cuts me out on my thoughts "yeah, just thinking" I replied back " OH MY GOD, who's the guy you've been seeing, do I know him, is he good if you know what I mean" as she was questioning me I got more and more nervous about the question "ummm"....
Emily's POV
"umm... there's nobody I've just been quite busy with homework and shit like that you bitch if there was a boy don't you think I would tell you guys I mean you, Eva and Amelia are my best friends in the whole wide world why wouldn't I tell you if there was a slight chance of a boy in my life and plus all the boys that I know are dickheads" I ranted to her hoping that she would just for get about it and move on "yeah ok Emily we both know that there is someone that you're hooking up with because there's a hickey on you're neck " she pointed out and in that moment I realised that was caught I a lie, Fuck, fuck fuck what do I do now I thought to myself.
"look if you're not ready to tell us then don't but I don't know how the others are going to react to this, but I hope what or who ever you're doing it with you guys are using protection and that you both are on the same page on what you're relationship is gonna turn out" she says to me and I kept quiet cause I know what we're doing is wrong and in the end I'm just gonna hurt her.
a few hours later
when Spike and I got home Jace wasn't there and I was happy about the because I've been thinking a lot about what I'm gonna do with what was going on with Jace and I decided to end whatever him and I have together because I don't want to hurt Jordyn but I know that I'm gonna hurt Jace but it's the only was to keep my friendship with her.
it was 5:00 pm when Jace got back and id been sitting in my room all day doing home work trying to get my mind off of him and it worked for awhile. "Hey" said Jace as he walked into my room this is it I thought to myself "Jace we need to talk about what ever this is." I said he sits on my bed and nodded for me to continue " so I've been thinking a lot and I decided to end it because I don't want to hurt Jordyn or Sam because that's what's gonna happen if we don't end this" I say as tears starts falling down my face. "No" he says "I don't want to end things we just started I'm not ending it screw them please don't do this" his voice sounded broken "well I'm not gonna hurt my best friend or my brother" "well you're hurting me, so that means I don't matter to you" " no, no I don't want to hurt you please understand" I cried he just got up and walked away without saying a word and slammed the door and from that I broke down crying.
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I cried myself to sleep thinking about what I just did, it was the right thing to do but I still feel bad because I still have feelings for him but I can't be with him so I have to let him go.
