Destiny//Jylan Story⚘

"Therapy"

Jacksons pov:
Parents and I haven't been on good terms lately and that's fine with me because they deserve all the hate from me. Anyways I come home.
"Jackson go get ready" mom says
"Why?"
"We're going somewhere and it's private." Dad says getting the car keys
"I'll go. Only because I'm bored and have nothing else to do." I respond in sass
"Where were you this whole time then? With Dylan?" Mom asks
"Well yeah but also at school making up the exams we missed." I said putting my sweater on.
We head out. The whole car ride was silent. Awkward. We arrive and noticed the place was small. We go inside and someone greets us.
"Ready to start" the person asked
"Yes" dad replied
"So what's been going on? The person asked.
"Well ever since our son Jackson, came out to us as gay, there has been lots of drama." Mom explains
"Alright an-" I cut off the therapist
"Woah woah woah, we're taking therapy!" I asked in shock
"Yes. Your mother and I want to make things right between us son." Dad says
"Yeah I'm not taking this shit. I dont want any part of this. You guys are the ones that made a huge deal about me being gay and having a boyfriend." I sort of yelled in anger
"Okay. First let's get Jacksons side of the story. Jackson you may speak." The therapist said in polite
"Okay so I'm sort of big on social media. I have 1 million on Instagram and 400k on YouTube and 2million on an app called musically. I knew and admitted I was gay. I've denied it for 17 years of my life. I had a boyfriend. Used me for the followers. After all the tears and pain, I got back up. I met a boy that I fell in love with and we've been dating for 6 months. I came out as gay to my parents. They denied it. They hit and kicked my boyfriend. We decide to run away and we did. We stayed in Florida for 1 month and 3 days. Police found us and we've been fighting alot. And I don't regret what I said to you guys mom and dad." I catch a breath
"What did you say to your parents that you don't regret?" The therapist asked.
"They both started to get to an apology but I cut them off by saying '
"Dont apologise. Because I'm not accepting it. You guys made me fall apart. You guys don't care about my feelings. Never did any of you care. You guys almost ruined my relationship. You two put me in so much pain. You guys only care what you want. Not what I want. I'm not a judgemental person like the both of you. I love you guys. But after everything that happened, I dont think I love you guys anymore.' And yeah."
"So i see so much conflict" The therapist said
"No shit" I rolled my eyes
"Language Jackson" mom whispered.
"Mom like I have said before, I'm 19, not 5. There's a difference."
"Okay what you guys need to do is all sit down and relax. Then talk to each other." The therapist said
"They're not gonna listen so why the fuck would I try?" I said in furry
"Look. Your parents aren't the bad one-" I cut her off again
"No! They are the bad ones! They made my life so much difficult! Did you not hear anything I said since you let me speak!" I yell
"Jackson, please, calm down!" Mom says in fear
"Fuck off!" I yell
"You know what I'm done! I'm done with all of you. I'm done with life in general." I yell and stormed out of the room. If this is how my life is gonna be then I rather take it away. I don't want it. I run straight to my house. I grab a piece of paper and start writing;
Letter:
I'm sorry I have to do this. It's for the best. I'm done with all the drama in my life. It's so much pressure I can't take it anymore. Mom, dad, you guys have treated me like complete shit. I'm done with it. Life LOVES to see me struggle. It hates me. Dylan I love you with all my heart. You were there when nobody was. I love you. I thought we were gonna grow old together. But I'm gone. I love you baby. Never forget that. Bryce Mikey..i love you guys so fucking much. You guys are the bestest friends I could ever ask for. I love you💘 well I'm running out of space to write. So this is it. Goodbye.
Love Jackson
I go on Twitter and tweet out:
Hey guys! I love you all! Life is stupid. It's dumb. It's the devil. It's hell. I love you all. But....goodbye❤
Then I go to Instagram and post a pic of me and with the caption: Hey guys! I love you all! Life is stupid. It's dumb. It's the devil. It's hell. I love you all. But....goodbye❤.
I remembered that as a kid I would go to this beach and there was this bridge. I go there and standing on top of the bridge. So many thoughts are running through my mind. So this is it world....goodbye.
Dylan's pov:
Jackson tweeted and posted on Instagram a goodbye. I already knew it was a suicide. I rush over to his parents house.
"Jackson is gonna kill himself!" I yell
"Where could he be!" Mikey asked in tears.
"Wait a minute! Jackson always went to this beach when he was upset as a kid! It's not too far from here!"
We all rush out and into the car. We got there shortly and we all came running. We saw Jackson preparing to jump off to end his precious life.
"Jackson!" I yell. He turns around to see who it is.
"No! All of you get out! Let me die!" He yells in tears
"Sweety! We love you! We can figure this out!" His mom yells in tears
"Nothing can fix what I'm feeling inside! I hate my life! I want to end it all right now! At this very moment! I hate everything! No one cares! My life is nothing but straight from garbage! I wanna kill myself to stop everything! Jackson Krecioch is a failure to everyone and to the whole world! Go away and let me disappear from this cruel world! I'm sorry Goodbye!" He cries.
"Jackson!" We all yell
He jumped off.