Once again I'm here ranting to you guys if anyone even reads this that is... it's 2:42 in the morning and here I am trying my best not to cry to hold myself together to not think of him to not let myself feel this pain anymore I wanna die cause of this feeling he was and is my world I love him with all of my heart and this kills me every day. Everyday I wake up it gets harder and harder to deal with this pain my world crumbles more and more without him being mine I love him more than I have ever loved anyone he took my heart and soul with him when he left me for good I messed up and left but he is the one that left me as a friend as well and that day is the day I died inside he killed me the day he left I hurt physically cause of the pain I feel inside I didn't know a heartbreak could hurt you physically till now I ache everyday and everyday is a new torture but not new cause its over the exact same person just hurts more and more each day I'm going to stop now I'm sorry to anyone who reads this bye guys...
