As 2017 comes to a close I notice what all I learned and I'm going to share it all with you guys, so I know almost no one reads my stories anymore and I mean I understand why I don't post normal stories I post on here that is all and it sucks but I do plan in posting more normal stories and hopefully getting back to normal uploads and all but enough random ramble let's get to what this chapter is actually about. So as I was saying 2017 brought new information to my eyes and I'm proud to say I've made it to this point in 2017. I got my lip pierced I am an aunt once again which I am so happy about to be honest I grew some lost some people and figured out who cares and who doesn't and out of all the things I learned I learned how to be strong and how to deal with serious situation and people starting drama I made many upset and made many happy and I wouldn't trade this year for nothing I learned who I really was as a person and I may still be a little broken that doesn't stop me from thinking about all the good I could bring to this thing called earth I see the good in what there is and nothing is going to slow me down never again I will face whatever life throws at me. I am still going through a heartbreak almost a year after losing the guy and yeah it killed me most of 2017 and still does I learned ways to deal with it and try and move on and yeah it may not work the moving on part I will be okay every year is a new start and you can always change how you are it's never to late to be happy and get the help you need I will be here for anyone through any year no matter what I know I rant a lot and I know it's why I don't have many readers anymore plus I don't post other stories and I mean I understand but my new years resolution will be to finish a story not rant all year I want to be an author so I'm going to make stories here soon