Contrary to how I feel, painful words come out
I made you struggle
And I'm struggling too
Unlike my determination, nothing's getting better
I always disappoint you
And I regret it too
I don't think I can forget you
When the wind gets cold
The night our breaths touched
With smoke coming out of our mouths
We warmly held each other
With happy laughter
Nights we dreamed of a tomorrow
That will shine like the stars
I'll search the universe
Until I can find you again
I won't let go, even the smallest memories
Memories engraved in the seasons
They come and go several times
But I will still call out to you
Laughter and tears, scars and healing
Questions and answers, they're all in you
You have my world, you're my small universe
The moment it vanishes, I will disappear as well
I'll search the universe
Until I can find you again
I won't let go, even the smallest memories
Memories engraved in the seasons
They come and go several times
But I will still call out to you
Memories always bring tears
Where it was all washed away woo baby
Only you remain
These aren't feelings that I can end
In just one day, with just one try
I feel it so much it hurts
Wherever you are, I'll go to you
I'll search the universe
Until I can find you again
I won't let go, even the smallest memories
Memories engraved in the seasons
They come back
So I will find you
Because that's love
Because it's love
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My theory. Disclaimer, this does go into suicide, and depression. Which I know is a very sensitive topic. Especially since these past few weeks have been shrouded in this topic of suicide and depression.
So basically. Someone they love, had severe depression, and suicidal thoughts, but he did not know.
'I made you struggle'
They had a very bad fight 'Contrary to how I feel, painful words came out'.
He loved the person who I am just going to say girlfriend. Just in example. It could be anyone.
But emits the fight, he snapped an lashed out saying things such as 'I fucking hate you', 'whiny bitch', etc. His girlfriend, took this seriously. Even though deep down she knew that he loves her.
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To be continued...
Yeah I'm going to make this theory into an imagine! Sorry for the cliffhanger dood.
