Sehun lays in the bed they once shared, remembering all the times they shared together, the good and the bad.
"Why Y/N?" Sehun solemnly asks, tear stained cheeks. Sehun reaches to the nightstand grasping a picture of Sehun, and his beloved Y/N. Embracing it tightly against his chest.
"I should have fucking known!" Sehun yells at himself. "Sehun?" He hears his group mate Chanyeol call his name. The thumping of feet climbing the stairs to see the broken boy.
"Sehun..." JunMyeon gasps seeing the younger in such a state.
His stage clothes in disarray, tears staining his cheeks, him yelling at himself.
The members gather around the Maknae, Chanyeol hugs the younger. Sehun relaxes in his arms, the familiarity of safety surrounded him. The familiar aura of safety swifts over Sehun as his Hyung's comforting him.
"I know it's hard Sehun-ssi, but you'll get through this" Minseok the eldest of the group tells him. Minseok had a similar experience; his older brother committed suicide when Minseok was merely a twelve year old. He knew the emotions going through Sehun's mind.
"We know that Y/N was your universe, an we know that you're willing to search the universe for her. But it's a terrible fact you can't. I know you want her back one more time" Jongin tells the younger.
"Sehun?" Chanyeol eyes the youngers body suspiciously. Sehun's breathing has been gradually getting slower, and slower.
"Sehun?" JunMyeon asks getting closer to the younger.
The youngers body trembles. "I-I'll... be ... with my uni..universe now" Sehun chokes out, while shakily lifting two emptied bottles of pills.
"Sehun!"
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Time of Death March 22nd 2018
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A hazy figure stands distanced away. "My universe" Sehun smiles softly, walking to the familiar girl. "I've missed you so much" He cries as he hugs the girl he's loved for years, and will continue loving for eternity. "I've missed you to Sehunnie" She cries into his chest.
"I'm never leaving you again"
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Fans around the world cry for the loss of the precious maknae of EXO. His family, and friends give the fallen star a funeral he would have wanted. His usual stoic older brother loses his usual façade with the loss of Sehun.
His family complied to Sehun's wish for his suicide note to become public to his fans.
~Hi, or should I say goodbye?
I finally understand what my universe was going through. I'm sorry everyone, I wish that it would never had come to this. But with all the thoughts I have, I have come to the conclusion. That I don't enjoy performing, I cave to pressures to easily, I cry to often, and nor I would I ever be able to sincerely love someone so dearly again.
Please don't follow my footsteps, I promise your life will get better. I still, and forever will love you. Losing me shouldn't lead you to the same fate. Remember All The Bright Places that you have lived, and how many more you will experience.
Mine may be over, but yours are not.
This will be my final good bye. I tried, and I hope I did you all well.
Oh Se-Hun~
1994-2018
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His Instagram is now filled with all the love from his fans. Chanyeol, BaekHyun, Lay, and his former group mates all give tribute to Sehun through there performances, and their own Instagram accounts.
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The fallen star has left his own pain, but only to give the pain to others.
EXO officially disbanded later that year. Unable to perform without tears. Disappearing from the K-pop industry entirely.
