Sehun trudges home through the snow as his car had broken down miles away, and his phone has died. Unable to contact anyone, after a bad day at SMent. All he wanted to do was sleep. He didn't want to talk to anyone. "God fucking damnit" Sehun curses as he fumbles with the keys to his home.
Sehun felt as though he would lash out at anyone who talked to him.
The door suddenly opens as he fumbled with the keys. "Sehun! what happened?" Y/N his beloved girlfriend asks frantically. She drags him to the couch without so much of a word from Sehun. She herself begins to get annoyed at Sehun's façade. "Sehun are you okay?" She was constantly asking him questions waiting for a response. She pulls a warm quilt over the freezing male. Bringing him warm soup, and tea. Sehun hasn't said a word.
Only his famous poker face.
"Sehun? What the fuck answer me!" She shouts at him angrily.
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"I hate you and your fucking whining! Just leave me alone forever!" Sehun yells at the teary eyed girl standing in front of him.
He slams the bedroom door in her face amongst the pure rage. Contrary to what he feels, he says painful things. To someone he truly loved, and wanted to spend the rest of his life with.
"Fine... I will leave you forever" Y/N softly cries into her hands. Grabbing a pen, and paper.
'You know it's funny. How someone you spend everyday with could be suffering without you knowing.
How it could be all jokes an funny. But inside everything hurts. I was going to tell you everything tonight. But I think it's my time to go. Go away from all the pain, and suffering.
Truth is Sehun, everybody. I've suffered with GAD, depression, and constant suicidal thoughts.
I was going to tell you I promised myself I would. But after this. I can't go on anymore. I'm a burden to everyone. Especially you Oh Sehun. I love you jagiya. I really do.
But it's time for our final farewell.
Love, or hate me. Goodbye hateful world.
S/N Y/N ~'
She reaches for the loaded pistol they kept in the nightstand in case of a break in.
The click of the safety being turned off. Sehun was behind the door. Against the wall crying.
His heart stops beating. He hears the gun being shot. His breathing halts. He starts pounding on the door. "Y/N! Y/N please! Please be okay! Y/N open the door!" Tears staining his face.
The door finally breaking as Sehun falls to his knees at the sight.
"Y/N" Sehun gasps for air after he see's her lifeless body. With a bullet wound piercing her skull. Sehun picks himself up. He saw the note that was written. The cops show up after hearing the gun shot.
Seeing Sehun broken in tears by his girlfriends body, trying desperately to resuscitate her.
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Time of death 10:37pm December 20th 2017.
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Sehun's been tied within his own mind for months now. Putting on a strong face for his fans. Only to have a break down on stage in their recent concert. Their fans knowing what has happened to their precious Maknae. His group mates quick to be by his side.
He runs backstage in a sobbing mess. JunMyeon goes after him, able to get only a few words from the younger. He comforted him while the other members tried to keep the fans entertained, and happy. Seeing as though they could hear a few broken sobs from fans who couldn't bare seeing their idol like this.
JunMyeon returns to the stage, the fans go quite. Where's Sehun?
"I'm sorry EXO-L's, but our Maknae won't be joining the rest of the concert" JunMyeon solemnly informs the fans. "Please understand that Sehun-ssi is going through a lot right now, give him all the support he needs. Now lets move to our next song" JunMyeon tells the fans.
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Sehun drives himself home. Trudging the halls to the bedroom; he lays himself on the bed he once shared with his universe.
"Why... Why" Sehun asks through his sobs.
"Why Y/N?"
