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Dr. Benzidrine ~part 4~ •end•

-Your pov-

"Y/N"?

I flinched and took the knife an inch away from where it was. I knew the voice. The smooth rich voice that I love hearing. I went into a state of shock and fear and immediately dropped the knife. The sound of the metal hitting the tile will be forever imprinted in my mind.

"Baby girl what are you doing?!" He said rushing over to you only in his boxers. "I..I can't live like this anymore I need to see the people I love.... I love you but I need my family and friends baby..." I spoke with a tinge in your voice. "Death isn't the way out love, I told you there is no way out! Please stay so I don't lose myself again. Please..." He started sobbing into my shoulder. "We were all like you but we got better princess...." He said sniffling.

This immediately broke my heart should I stay? Or should I kill myself

If you stay~

"Okay baby I'll stay for you." I said smiling. Benzedrine was beaming with happiness. "Oh thank you my love!" He yelled squeezing me into a bone breaking hug. I smiled for real I actually felt happiness.

If you try kill yourself~

I looked at him then I looked at the knife. 'He did this to you.' The voices said. A ringing noise went off like sirens in my ears. My eyes were wide open so I couldn't miss another step. My vision went went to static. My thoughts were cluttered of blood and murder. That's when it took over.

Warning graphic

I harshly pushed Benz on his back making him feel the pain. "What are you wh- NO NO PLEASE BABY GIRL!! DON'T PLEASE!!" He pleaded. I picked up the knife and stabbed all over not caring if there are deep to shallow cuts. But I didn't kill him I stopped right about his stomach you can see him breathing heavily.

I didn't have the strength to do this. All the sensible thoughts ran into my head.

"Monster you love him!"

"Psycho!! What's wrong with you!!"

"I'm sorry baby... I'm a monster I should go." I press the knife against my chest praying for death but I was cut off with a tender kiss.

"No baby if you're crazy you fit right in. Please don't leave I love you." He said lovingly.

"I-I love you too...." I said sobbing.

I think I'll stay