- little over a month later -
"I'll see you guys at the New Years party!! Have an awesome Christmas!!"Shawn waved at us. I smiled, excited for what the next week will be like.
We finished filming episode 3 and it's now our Christmas break from filming. Christmas is in two days, and New Year's is in 9. I'm going home for Christmas but coming back for New Year's since The Duffer's are throwing a party.
Noah and I both live in New York so our families agreed we can spend Christmas together. Same with Brianna and Finn except Brianna is going to Canada where Finn lives. Unfortunately we can't be with everyone else though.
"Are you excited??"Noah turned to me as we sat outside on the cold concrete waiting for the group. I rested my head on his shoulder.
"Very, I'm glad we get to spend Christmas together. Who knows how much more time we'll have to spend together.."I sighed, he gave me a look of confusion.
"What do you mean?"
"After we finish filming, we'll both have things going on. Mostly you will, I'll have things here and there but you're gonna be so busy. Sure we'll have interviews together but that'll only last for so long. What if things don't work o-"I rambled but was cut off by a pair of cold lips.
I relaxed a bit and kissed back. "Don't think about any of that, we have a lot of time til then anyhow. And maybe you'll be able to come with me for some stuff. Don't worry about it, I'll still love you no matter what."He reassured me. I sighed but knew he was right.
Atleast, that's what I thought.
Everyone came out as our car arrived. "I'm sooo cold."I shivered and Noah put his arms around me. I tried not to think about our relationship in the future for the ride, but I couldn't help myself. The last time I committed to a relationship it ended it complete and utter pain. Sure Noah was there to help me through it and he still is, but what if the same thing happens again except this time Noah won't be there to pick me back up. I'll have Brianna but she has Finn, and it'll be a constant reminder of what I used to have.
I started to have trouble breathing. My heart rate went up and I felt a tightening in my throat. Anxiety attack.
We pulled up a few seconds later, as soon as I could I rushed into the house. "Em!? What's going on!? Why are you in such a hurry!?"Noah called after me, but I didn't answer. I felt hot tears start to sting my eyes.
But as I picked my feet up to go up the steps, my blurry vision got in the way. I tripped and before I could catch myself I hit my head on the porch, going completely limp and sliding back down the stairs ending in a final thud made by my head hitting the pavement.
"OH MY GOD EMRIS!! GUYS CALL THE PARAMEDICS!!"Noah yelled at the top of his lungs. I felt two hands touch my arm and brush my hair away, but I couldn't hear anything anymore. My eyes slowly closed, and everything faded out into something that felt more than just a deep sleep.
Q: do you have any pets??
A: yes, I have two cats. One old and one kitten.
