I turned redder than a tomato. Had I just ruined my life? I replied by saying,
look, I've been thinking, I really miss you and want you to start talking to me again. like we used too. Ya' know.....
I shook trying to come up with an excuse for my stupid self. After a few minutes of no reply he answered, and I couldn't believe my eyes
I've been thinking about you too. I see you around sometimes and I feel bad you don't talk to many people, your always alone.
your like my sister and I should talk to you instead of leaving you alone to hang out with Tara speaking of which, she dumped me last night.
I was amazed. My door had finally opened. I needed to run before it closed. I waited a couple minutes to not seem desprate . Once I answered I said
that's terrible! I feel really bad for you. there was a real thing there.is there anything I can do to help
He said
Yeah, could you meet me at the coffee house tomorrow. I have something I want to talk to you about.
I was dazed by the thought that I had just been invited in the door...
I left Brian's "house" almost at 11 pm. The shop was close to my house so I walked home. All I could think about was Luke, and the fact he didn't care I had just practically admitted that I had a crush on him.
I spent another hour in my bathroom staring in the mirror thinking about how I wanted to look for my meet up with Luke.
I needed a second opinion. I called Desiree for help. She said she would stop over right before I left to help me.
She would make an amazing sister-in-law.
