Leap of Faith

The Talk

Daniel P.O.V 

I just sit there looking at Tom the familiar feeling of dread beginning to creep up on me. No conversation in the history of conversations ever ended up being good when I starts with someone saying we need to talk. At this point I really don't know what to say so I just decide to stay there looking on in dread.

"Wait no no no don't even go there I can see in your eyes what you're thinking Daniel you think I'm going to talk to you about end this trust me that's nowhere near what I want." In him saying that a feeling of relief floods over me but then I'm confused what does he want me to talk about.

"What do you wanna talk about then?"

"Well first why not me and you get up of the floor and go sit on the bed because I don't think this is a conversation to have with you sitting on me." We both laugh a little as we get up to go sit on the bed which was good because the tension was killing me.

"So are you going to tell me what you wanna talk to me about."

"Okay well like I told you about how I'm being Spiderman and the movie my character is being introduced in is coming up like really soon so basically yesterday was my last day at school "undercover" and in a week, I'm off to go shoot my movie for about 2-4 weeks that how long the said it could take and I can't take anyone with me so I can't see you more less during that time." It took me a while to respond mainly because I was doing a lot of thinking trying to figure out my dates and time period off where everything fell together.

"Okay well actually that works out great obviously it's gonna suck the fact that me and you won't be seeing each other for that period of time but I am going back to Australia end of next week and then in Australia I should have 3-4 weeks left of school then a I sit my exam and have the graduation ceremony so while your off playing superhero I will be sitting my Atar exams and then I'm all yours plus during your time away we can facetime, call even text if need be." As I say this he moves me closer to me and wraps me in his arms.

"Okay well there just one more thing I want to talk to you about."

"Okay yeah sure thing." As I say this I turn to face him and I just get lost in those deep brown eyes of his.

"Okay well look I get it's been really short since like this thing between us started but like before I go away I want to figure out what this is between us before we separate for a month just so I know what this is."

"What do you mean what this is?"

"Well like are we just dating now or would you consider me your boyfriend or what?"

"I would say where dating but if you asked me to be your boyfriend hypothetically it would be a maybe." I say this hoping he gets the sarcasm in my voice and he does I see that smirk start to appear.

"Well I mean let's say I hypothetically asked you to be my boyfriend what would you say?"

"Well hypothetically just hypothetically you would have to ask to find out." And for a while we just sit there me in his arms looking at each lost in each other's eyes and then I feel it happen his heart bet started picking up and his breathing increased.

"Daniel do you want to be my boyfriend?" I look at him and I can tell he's holding his breath which makes me smile and I lean closer to him so our lips are almost touching.

"Offcourse I do you dumb nut." And as I say that I close the gap between and its almost as if it was our first kiss all over again I swear I felt my lips tingling and I was just lost in the world of meaningless nothing and all there was in this nothing was me and Tom and I knew as long as we had each other we would be okay...