Leap of Faith

Departing

Next week sadly went buy way to quickly if I wasn't at school I was with Tom and honestly it was one of the happiest weeks of my life he took me out on a date every night ether to dinner or to a movie one night he even took me to mini golf where we both got way to competitive but it was good none the less. We ended up moving into Tom's apartment as his bed was bigger and in general just better plus I liked falling asleep in his arm made me know I was safe I also ended of stilling three of is shirts and four jumpers I mean there where bigger than mine probably because Tom is taller than me but the main reason I stole them is because they smelt like him. I would spend most days at school just sitting in the class occasionally zoning out and just thinking about Tom as I wore his jumper. I found out from Tom on the last day of school he told the drama class about how he was going to be playing Spider-man and because everyone knew he only hung out with me I was bombarded with questions about him if I knew anything but I just acted like I didn't know much and on the day, he left he told me who he really was. Most people bought but I still had the occasional interrogation from some people but I just made up some crap most the time but if only they knew how close we are. Tom and I decided that it would be best if we kept our relationship on the down low for a while but we decided we would tell our best friends so he was going to tell Harrison and I was going to tell Hannah when I got back to Australia. But as I said this week had gone by way to quickly and right now I am with Tom in his apartment packing up each of our suitcase the shirts and jumpers I stole I refused to give back to him which just made him laugh but he complained to me about having nothing to remember me by so I drew a picture of us me kissing his check and him smiling and doing that cute nose scrunch thing he does. We took the picture when we had just finished mini golf and it was by fare my favourite photo of us and was the lock screen for my phone. As we packed we talked about I great deal of things mainly how we promised that we would keep in touch with each other no matter what and that we would see each other in 4 weeks at the most. We finished backing up our suitcase for tomorrow and decided that tonight we were just going to stay in the hotel and watch a movie as we had to get up tomorrow at 3:00am to catch our flight.

"I'm gonna miss you, like a lot." I begin to walk over to him as I say this.

"I'm going to miss you to." I walk over to him and he gives me a light peck but it was enough to get me light headed will I ever get used to the effect this boy has over me. We walk over to the bed and lie down with me lying on his chest with his arms wrapped around me. We decided to watch the Amazing Spider-Man cause Tom wanted to and it wasn't until half way through the movie I realised that my life and Tom's life more so his was about to change dramatically and then it hit me that he was going to become famous and what would he want with me when he would have so many better options and before I could stop myself I was crying and Offcourse Tom noticed straight away.

"Love what wrong please don't cry." He had twisted himself around so he could face me. I tilt my head pack to try dry my tears.

"Oh, nothing just my boyfriend is moving away to shoot a movie and I won't see him for four weeks and he will probably forget about me and movie onto someone who isn't so sad and boring."

"what are you talking about you know you're the only one for me and you're not boring you amazing and the only thing sad about you is the fact you can't see how much you mean to me plus why would I want anyone else when I have you and your perfect."

"Oh god I'm sorry I'm being stupid it just hit me how much your life is going to change and I'm worried that you going to forget about me."

"I could never forget about you." And he pulls me back into the position that we were in and we stayed like that and again for the what felt like the millionth time I feel asleep listening to the faint beat of his heart

2:30am

We woke up at 2:30 in the morning to the sound of our alarm going off so we go changed and washed ourselves and did I finally check of the room before leaving. We got to the airport a little after 3:30 giving us about roughly 2 hours to get a coffee and go through customs we decided not to hold hands or anything in case there was parasitize trying to get a photo of Tom as mostly everyone knew he was Spider-Man now. We got through customs pretty quickly and got through to where our gates where and fare to quickly for my liking the lady over the speaker told us it was time to start boarding we hugged each other one last time.

"I don't wanna leave you Tom."

"I know love I don't want to leave each other but it's only for a month think it could be worse."

"Yeah I guess but I mean it's still a month."

"Oh that reminds me I almost forgot."

"Forgot what?"

"This is for you." He says this as he palls out the most adorable necklace with his initials on it.

"Awwww Tom its perfect." He turns me around and puts the necklace on me and then we face each other for the last time in the month.

"I guess we better get going"

"Im going to miss you Tom." I stand up on my tippy toes to give him one more kiss and then we hug for what in that moment felt like eternality yet it only lasted 5 seconds.

"Bye and I hope your flight is safe and call me when you land."

"I will I promise and Tom please stay safe." I say this as we walk away from each heading over to our boarding gate. We had made an agreement to not look back earlier that morning but no surprise we both looked back and I saw those deep loving brown eyes one last time. Surprisingly I held together for longer than I thought I would didn't cry until I made it onto the plane and got in my seat that was when I really broke down...