Him: It's been exactly 4 months since I distanced myself from her. I didn't want to but it just happened. This girl was someone I saw myself being with long term. The way she yelled "what!" when I gazed into her light brown eyes. The way she played with my hair and kissed my cheek. How she got shy the first time I kissed her soft pink lips. They way her laugh made the entire world shine. Her. But I fucked up. I left her for my ex girlfriend. Man, how I lied to her that I wanted to focus on myself. How could I have lied to those brown eyes? The look on her face was filled with confusion and hurt. I did care. I cared about her but not enough. I know she wanted to cry. I couldn't look her in the eyes because it hurt me. I couldn't tell her my ex contacted me and I still loved her. I wasn't thinking straight. I wanted my ex again even though she broke me over and over. When she walked away, I knew I broke this beautiful girl who wanted nothing more than to make sure I was the happiest guy alive. I saw her at school and she gave me half a smile and those light brown eyes were dull..empty. I killed the happy girl inside. How am I living with myself? Months have passed and my ex and I broke it off. She tore my heart limb from limb. I learned my lesson. I should have a year ago when she cheated on me and lied about being a Virgin. Did I? No. I saw her again and it took every bit of courage in me to tell her hello. Her eyes were lit like fire and we laughed like before. It felt great. We talked for weeks and finally I told her, I still have feelings for her and I'm sorry for leaving. She looked at me and started tearing up. "You hurt me so much and every time I saw you, I died inside... You... Were my everything.. I was willing to do everything even when you were mean to me... But I'm sorry... I can't. I can only be your friend." Right there, I realized "and karma said, you will love someone who didn't love you, for not loving someone who did."
I lost the best thing that could have happened to me. I lost her.
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RandomJust random quotes I found while reading books, scrolling on Instagram, watching movies... I made some of them while thinking about life. I write new quotes daily. I would appreciate it if you read this book.
