I'm working on an update. Writing used to be fun. But all I can write is sad. My depression has spiked to the point that I do not want to be alive. I'd like to say that I'm working on a Kiyoko Birthday special type thing. I'm not gonna promise that it'll ever be out. I have rewritten it 6 times. Because nothing I write is good enough.
I can not continue to blame my short commings on mental illness and in all honesty it's not just this story that I am struggling with. I ignore it 90% of the time simply because I dont care anymore. I dont care about my life. Happiness. Anything. In authors notes I'm sure you've noticed my depression worsen slowly. My smiles are falling. And I dont want to wake up. Please dont comment "we'll wait. Your mental health is allways first." Because I know. I couldn't write if I tried. Nothing is numbing my pain anymore. I'm sorry if for some reason you liked this story. When I feel that I enjoy writing again. I will. For now thanks for supporting me and getting this book to 20k+. It makes me really happy that people enjoy something I have written and enjoyed writing. Thank you so much♡ Stay alive, well, and breathing♡
(PS: If you think this is a suicide letter or something. It is not. I do not plan on killing myself because that would be incredibly irresponsible)
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Black Rose (Kakashi's Sister FanFic)
Fanficlast updated in 2017-2018. newest authors note was november 1st, 2022. this fanfic is old and not great! if you read it that's your own decision, but i warned you. hope you still enjoy it though Black Rose. What many consider a symbol of evil and de...
