Over Again

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<Chloe>

"I guess you were right." Jack said.

"Right about what?" I asked confused.

"You are a hoe." Jack said and walked away.

I stood there with tears running down my face. How could he call me a hoe? All I did was hug Jonah. I can't believe him right now. I started running to Logan's again. Once I got to the building I ran upstairs and ran into my room. I go in the bathroom and locked the door. I slid down to he floor crying. I looked around the bathroom and I saw a razor. I broke it apart and grabbed a blade. 

"Chloe? Are you okay? What happened? Can I come in?" Logan said.

I didn't answer and at this point my face was full of tears and my eyes were puffy. I cut my wrist a few times before Logan opened the door with an extra key.

"CHLOE! What are you doing?!" Logan said picking me up.

I just buried my head in his chest and cried my heart out.

"Im sorry." I said. "I should've never came here."

"What? Why would you say that? Did one of the guys do something to you?" Logan said.

I was about to say something when the door opened and Jonah ran inside.

"Chloe! Oh my gosh are you okay? What did you do to yourself?" Jonah said tearing up and holding my hand.

Logan glared at him and put me down.

"What did you do to her? Why did you do this to her? I swear Jonah if you ever come near her again I will beat your ass. Got that?" Logan said grabbing Jonah by his shirt.

"Logan! Stop! Please! It wasn't Jonah. Let him go." I said crying.

Logan let go of him and walked back over to me. He kneeled down and looked me in the eyes.

"Who did it?" He asked.

"Nobody Logan. Its fine. I did this to myself. Don't worry about it. Ill be fine." I said and walked to my room.

I played down on my bed and started crying again. I actually loved Jack. I just can't believe he would actually call me a hoe to my face. I don't even want to think about him at all. I get out of my thoughts by Jonah walking in to my room. I don't even look up at him. I just stay on my bed with my face in my pillow crying. I don't know how to feel right now. Jonah sits next to me on the bed and starts rubbing my back.

"Chloe Im really sorry. Jack is a real jerk. he doesn't deserve you." Jonah said sighing.

I looked up at him with tears all over my face and on my pillow. I didn't say anything. i just sat there crying.

"You deserve so much better. Honestly. I can't believe he said that to you. That was really shitty of him. What would even make him think of saying that to you?"

"He's right though. I am a hoe. I mean after a week of hanging out with you guys I kissed 3 of you. I kissed Zach, you, and Daniel. Im not even a hoe. Im worse. Im a slut. I'm surprised he didn't call me a slut instead." I said crying even harder and laying my face on my pillow again.

"What? You are not a slut! Or a hoe! None of those kisses were your fault. Zach kissed you, you didn't kiss him. i kissed you, you didn't kiss me. Daniel even told me that you didn't want to kiss him because of me. the only reason you guys kissed was because he kissed you. If he wouldn't have kissed you, you guys wouldn't have had what you guys had. Listen to me Chloe, you are the most beautiful girl i have ever laid eyes on. You are not, and never will be, even close to a slut or hoe." Jonah said looking into my eyes.

I half smiled and he wrapped his arms around me. He gave me one of the best hugs Ive ever had in my entire life. He then kissed my forehead and let go of me. 

"Come on. You wanna go eat? ll take you anywhere. Maybe a movie?" Jonah asked smiling.

"Can I get Starbucks coffee?" I asked.

"Of course. Come on. Ill take you." Jonah said smiling and carrying me off my bed.

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Damn. This chapter was pretty intense. Happy new year's to everyone that is already in 2018! And happy new year's eve to people like me who aren't yet:))