Over Again

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<Jonah>
"...For God's sake we kissed Chloe!..." Zach said.
I have no idea what to feel right now. I thought she really liked me. Maybe she just likes both of us? Nah. I'm feeling a bunch of different emotions right now. I'm kind of mad and sad. I'm also confused.
"You guys kissed?" I said looking at Chloe.
She looked down as if she was too ashamed to look at any of us right now.
"Chloe?" I asked her.
She looked up and she was about to start crying. I feel bad now. I mean it was only once right?
"Yes Jonah. I did. I kissed Zach the day that Jack slept with me." She said with a tear running down her face.
I looked down. What if she never really liked me? What if she just felt bad so she never told me?
"Look I'm sorry to both of you. I just don't know who I like. I like you both. And Daniel! I'm just really confused okay? It's not easy to choose who I like. I don't have a say in who I like. It's just the way I am. Maybe soon I will know but I'm really sorry. I love you guys so can we please avoid this topic and just go on with our lives? I would have to see what it would be like to be in a fight with you guys." She said looking at both of us and crying.
I took my thumb and wiped the tears off her face. I looked at her and nodded.
"I would hate not talking to you." I said smiling at her.
"Yeah same. I hope we never have to see what that would be like." Zach said looking down.
"Good. I love you guys." She said smiling.
We all hugged each other and began shopping for her bathing suit. We went store by store until she finally found the one.
(picture above)
"I love this one! It has watermelons! They are my favorite." She said walking out of the fitting room.
"Oh Daniel's gonna love this one." I said laughing.
I looked at Zach to see him staring her up and down. She didn't notice but I did. I can see why he was doing it because damn. She looked gorgeous in the bikini.
"Does it look good?" She asked noticing me looking at her.
She smirked at me and then started laughing.
"You look amazing." I said.
"Why thank you." She said acting surprised.
I smiled at her and we started laughing. Zach had gone somewhere else to look for something so it was just me and Chloe. I loved when it was just us two. Being alone with her made me completely forget about what happened between us three. I just really want her to be mine. I wanna make her mine. I tried to ask, but Zach walked in. Maybe now is the time.

"Hey Jonah I think I'm ready." She said looking into my eyes.

She's ready? Wow I thought this was gonna way harder.

"You are? So am I." I said.

"Alright then let's find Zach and go." She said grabbing my hand and turning around.

"What? Oh. Okay then." I said confused.

I guess she didn't mean what I thought she meant. She just wanted to leave. Wow. I feel so dumb it's not even funny. We started walking around to find Zach. After like 5 minutes he called me and I put it on speaker.

"Yo, Jonah."

"Yo."

"I really wanna ask Chloe out and get her some flowers because I really like her. Do you know what her favorite flowers are?"

I stayed quiet and looked at Chloe. She looked at the phone surprised. Oh God.

"Um Za-"

"My favorite flowers are red roses." Chloe said to the phone.

"Chloe? You heard everything?"

"Yup."

"Um...well would you say yes then?"

I looked at Chloe waiting for her answer. I looked down and handed her the phone. She grabbed it and looked at me. She lifted my head up and smiled.

"Um...Zach. I'm sorry but I'm not exactly comfortable dating right now. I honestly don't even know how I feel about any of you guys." She said.

I smiled but at the same time I was still sad because she didn't wanna date anyone.