Aarmau Fanfic ~Will I ever find love?~ (COMPLETE)

New Beginning

~Aphmau's POV~

Hi. I should probably introduce myself. My name is Aphmau, but please just call me Aph. I am currently 22 years old and am trying to settle down in a neighborhood called "Mystreet". My dreams are to one day have a family and make memories with them. I want to find "the one", but I'm not for sure what will happen.

I've tried getting dates before it usually never works out. Every time I have tried to date someone the use me. I hate it. I have learned I am unlovable. I actually just got out of a relationship a few months ago. I don't even know where to begin with how bad that one was, but it was the worst one and I should probably explain everything.

~Flashback~

It was a few years ago. I was sitting there in a fancy restaurant by the name of "Olive Garden". Amazing place really. Their breadsticks are amazing, but we will skip that part for now. I sat there waiting for my date until he finally came into the restaurant. He went by the name of Ein. You could tell he was cute at first site. He had abs showing through his tight shirt, and you could see his muscular arms, and his face was indescribably cute. He sat down in front of me and thanked the waiter. The waiter then asked for our drink choice and I said Pepsi while he said sweet tea. The waiter then left and Ein and I began to talk. We talked about little things about ourselves such as if we were from around here and what our favorite colors were. We truly got a laugh out of our conversation. I enjoyed his company until the waiter came back with our drinks and asked us what we would like to eat. I said the all famous "chicken alfredo" and Ein said the same thing. The waiter then again took our menu's and left. Ein and I kept laughing and talking. He made me laugh to the point I nearly fell off my chair. He was really something. Then the waiter got back with our food and we ate our delicious food and I kind of stuffed the rest of the breadsticks in my purse... We then paid and left. We went to the park and sat on the swings to hang out and that's where we first kissed. I regret it so much now. He then took me to his place and tried to get me to do "stuff" with him, but I don't flow that way so we just kissed and left it be.

~Flashback end~

That should have been the last time I dealt with him. He was so eager to do "stuff" with me. But being the stupid girl I am I went on more dates with him and we ended up becoming a "thing". I wish I could take back everything that happened because we aren't even to the worst part yet... But I hate talking about. You need to know though so ill continue.

~Flashback~

We went on even more dates and after we became a "thing" he thought that meant we could just do whatever now. He one night grabbed me and pinned me down. I don't want to describe everything to you, but I will tell you I felt very violated. He actually freaking raped me that night. I didn't know what to do. He threatened that if I called the police he would kill me. So I never said anything. Night after night I took different types of abuse. He would sometimes rape me, or kick and hit me, or yell very bad verbal things at me. He started drinking and it was just awful. I tried to get away one night and that was the worst mistake of my life. He did everything to me. He wouldn't leave me be. I was starting to become what some people would call "depressed". I didn't want to, but it just kind of happened. I tried to act happy, but it just didn't work. Ein one day let me get a job. I started working at a place called "Starbucks", and a group came in and we talked and became friends. Their names were Kawaii~chan, Katelyn, Garroth, Laurence, Lucinda, Zane, Travis, Gene, Dante, Cadenza, and this new guy that moved to town named Aaron. He looked pretty odd, but I ignored it. He kept staring at me, and I felt very uncomfortable. I then got their numbers, and they left. My boss got kind of mad, but I let it be. I went home that day and Ein grabbed my phone and saw my new contacts, got mad and punched me right in the eye. I tried to cover it with make up, but it just wouldn't work.

The next day at work that Aaron dude came in and looked a little different I think because he had his mask off? But he looked slightly concerned, but whenever he asked "Are you ok?" all I replied with was "I'm fine." I knew it was a lie, but he didn't. He didn't need to know. He then purchased what he wanted and left. I went home and of course received a few hits and then got mad. I was tired of it all. I was tired of being sad all the time and not being able to have friends. So I told him to screw off and I called the police. I should have done it sooner because as soon as they arrived and put him in a car he was weak and couldn't touch me and I shot him a bird. It felt great. He ended up getting put in prison for 45 years for abuse and rape.

~Flashback end~

So ya that my story. I moved here to get a new start on everything. I was very excited. I mean who wouldn't want one after everything that happened to me? But lets just go ahead and start off my New Beginning.

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A/N: HEY GUYS! Thanks for stopping by and checking out my new book I really hope y'all enjoy this and I love all you kawaii readers. Byeeeee