Aarmau Fanfic ~Will I ever find love?~ (COMPLETE)

Lost Cause

~Aph's POV~

   Aaron later left after me convincing him to go. He didn't want to in case Ein came back. Of course I don't blame him. If someone told me what I told him I probably never would have left their house. I'm still amazed at the text Ein is here. How did he find me?

    I guess I should go get a shower to clear my thoughts. So I turn and make sure the door is locked, and of course it is. Both locks are locked tight. Then start heading through the hall to get a shower. I turn on hot water because I hate it cold. Then I hop in.

    When Ein had kidnapped me he made me shower in very cold showers. It was torture and I hated it. I think a VERY hot shower would have been worse, and I'm glad he didn't do that.

    I'm still terrified of relationships. In fact I'm scared mine and Aarons.. Whatever we have... Will go wrong. What if I can give him what he wants because of my stupid fears. What if he gets tired of me being scared all the time. What if he does exactly what Ein does?

    I shutter at the thought and try to focus on something else. I need to focus on anything else then relationships at the moment. But I can't help but think, What is Ein gets me again? I feel a lump in my throat as I think that thought. As much as I want to cry I want no signs of weakness to be shown on me.

     Of course even with that thought, I still couldn't stop the tears. "I need to file a restraining order against him.", I say to myself. I don't know if I can though because I won't be able to leave the apartment without him seeing me.

    I guess I would have to ask Aaron to come and get me. I need some kind of protection. I need to do that restraining order sooner then later.

   So I then finish washing my hair and body and get out. I never look in the mirror unless I am fully dressed because I hate my body. I hate the fat. I hate the scars. I hate everything about it.

   After I get dressed in a cute purple and black jeans, I look in the mirror and blow dry my hair. I then just brush it and leave it straight down. I then go and check my clock and its only 7:34 and decide to ask Aaron that favor.

   "Hey Aaron. I'm so SO sorry to bother you again, but could you come pick me up to take me to get a restraining order against Ein. I know you just left a little while ago, but I'm scared to leave my place on my own." I say into the phone. "Of course, Aph. Ill be there in just a few minutes. Ill see you then, love."

   I can't help, but blush a little at that statement. I always wanted someone to call me "love" and mean it. I am still going to be careful around him though. Ein was sweet until....

   Nevermind that. Aaron will be here any minute and I dont even want to think about anything else that is bad. I then hear a knock at the door. To make sure it was Aaron I sent him a text to ask. He sent one back saying it was him at the door.

   I then go to the door and unlock it and there Aaron is smiling at me. He then engulfs me in a hug and I hug him back. I then thank him again for coming and he nods which I guess means "no problem".

   We then head out of the apartment which we had no encounters with Ein. Aaron and I then got into the car and started driving. The Thoughts spinning in my head need to flippin go away.

   I guess Aaron saw my upset face and then proceeded to make small talk with me. "What's your favorite season of the year?" he asked me. "Fall because everything is so beautiful. The leaves all the color of the rainbow. The coldish warmish air that surrounds us. Its just perfect." I answer to him.

   He smiles at my comment. "Fall truly is beautiful, but I know someone that is even more beautiful." I then shot him a very confused glance. "You." he said.

   I blushed so bad he asked if I was feeling alright. Which I replied yes to. I guess he saw then what was going on and grabbed my hand. I blushed even more. I even heard a light chuckle from Aaron. WHICH CAUSED ME TO FLIPPIN BLUSH EVEN MORE!!

  We then got to the station and we filled everything out. Afterwards Aaron and I decided to go for a ride around town and it was so beautiful at night. "I guess this is our true first date since the last one we left so early.", he said. I smiled at the thought and replied, "I guess you're right."

   After about another hour he drove me back to my apartment and walked me inside. I showed the land owner the restraining order and he said he would move Ein to a separate room than the one he was at. That made me truly happy.

   Aaron then walked me upstairs back to my room and we hung out there for a little while. We decided to watch a movie and eat popcorn. He picked the movie while I fixed the popcorn. I should have known he was going to choose the scariest movie I had which was "Paranormal Activity 6".

   We then sit down and watch the movie. Popcorn was everywhere about half way through. The cause of it was me holding the popcorn while a whole bunch of jumpscares kept happening.

   I then hear a knock at the door. I look at Aaron and he shrugs his shoulders. I then open the door slightly and see no one there. I look down to see a note and nearly started crying.

It read, "That restraining order is useless because I will get you. No matter what you do you will still be a lost cause."
   

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A/N: I hope you all enjoyed this chapter!! Sorry about me sucking at keeping a schedule and my chapters are terrible to read!! I love you all!! See you all in the next chapter!! Byeee

ALSO THIS IS UNEDITED!!