Aarmau Fanfic ~Will I ever find love?~ (COMPLETE)

The Loner

~Aaron's POV~

   I am literally so tired from work... It really sucks. I hate my job, but I need money to do things. I never liked borrowing money from my parents even though they're rich. The one time I ever did was when I wanted to take someone out on a date a long time ago.

   I am kind of a loner now. I didn't always use to be. I use to be a "ladies man" as people would call me. Back in college I dated this girl named Jenny by accident. Didn't mean to say yes, but it kind of just happened. We ended up breaking up a few days later as she found out that I didn't mean to. Don't get me wrong, I felt bad. I didn't want to use her though. I would have felt even worse.

   I had eyes for someone else. Her name was Aphmau. She was adorable. We were friends back in highschool, but since I was a senior and sadly she was only a freshman we couldn't date. I headed off to college and cut off all contact with her. I hated to because I knew how bad she needed someone to talk to in high school and then all the sudden I just.. Left.

   Ya, I was mad at myself, but I moved on. After I graduated college I decided to try to reconnect with her a little more. Sure she was there for my last year of college, but we didn't talk much.

   I tried texting and calling her, but she had changed her number. I was upset about it. I should have hung out with her in college. No matter the consequences.

   "I wonder what she is up to now.." I say to myself. As soon as I say that I get a message on a dating website that Garroth signed me up for. He knew I was upset about Lily and I breaking up so he set me up on here.

   I looked at the message and it was her... The girl I have been searching for was on here. I look at her profile picture in amazement. She has changed a lot. It is a good change though. She still looks as beautiful as she use to though.

   I look at the message she sent. She said "hey. I would love to get to know you and maybe go out sometime." I stared at it in surprise. Does she really not recognise me? I saw her at her job a few weeks ago and wanted to say something but stopped myself. I'm surprised Garroth didn't say anything because he use to have a BIG crush on her.

   I then replied with, "Hey, sorry I didn't answer. My work doesn't allow me on my phone so it was off at the time. I would love to get together and hang out." She must have not been on because rut took her a little while to reply. She got on though and said "How about next Thursday at 6pm at the nearby StarBucks?" I was so excited I told her "That would be great! See you then!"

   I literally am so excited!!! I wish it was closer though. I have to wait until Thursday. Thats so long away! Its only... MONDAY?!?!?! GOSH DANG IT!!!

   I then decide to call Garroth and see if he wanted to hang out. He kindly declined due to the fact that he isn't feeling well. Turns out him, Laurence, and Dante are all sick. I wonder if they need me to help with anything.

   I kept talking to garroth and he told me "If you would want to go pick us up some cold medicine that would be great." and of course me being the kind, caring, and loving person that I am I accepted his request and went to pick it up.

   ~Time Skip to after he got the medicine~

   I got the cold medicine and headed to their house. I bet they feel absolutely terrible. I went inside and called for them and told them I got it. Garroth came down stairs and thanked me. He then went upstairs with three spoons to give them all 2 tsp of it.

   He then came back down and asked if I needed anything and of course I said no. Thats garroth though. Always kind and looking out for others. I then told him to get plenty of rest and to get well soon. He told me he would and went back up the steps.

   I felt really bad. I was wanting to tell him about my date but I feel like it would just make him feel worse. I guess it wont hurt for him not to know.

   I then went back to my house and decided to pick out an outfit. Should I go casual? I don't really know. I could keep my sleeveless jacket on and make her think I'm really hot. WAIT AARON WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!  STOP THAT!!

   I guess I'm going to go casual. So I pick out a pair of ripped jeans and a plain black t-shirt. I always think I look hottest in black t-shirts so that's Definetly what I'm going to go with. I wonder what kind of clothes she is going to wear? I mean she will look absolutely perfect in anything, but still.

  I loved the clothes she went around the college campus in. She usually wore a crop top with either shorts or skinny jeans. The crop tops were usually pretty tight so it hugged her chest pretty nicely.

   She had alot of rumors spread about her and it hurt me to know she went through all that alone. I feel really bad that I wasn't there for her. Now, whenever said something to me of course I stuck up for her, but I should have been even more there for her.

   I loved that girl and of course I just let her go. I don't know why. I didn't like being alone. I am just kind of

  A loner...