{BTS ff x reader} [Rewriting]My suicide story

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A/n: play the video when I put this up. *^

||Y/n POV/Lunch time||
"Umm hi?" I said. "Hey these are our friends. Introduce yourselves guys!" Taehyung said. "Hello I'm Jin. I'm the oldest from the group." He said. "Hello~ Is Hoseok, but you can call me J-hope. I'm You hope, your my hope" He smiles. "Hi I'm Namjoon." He said. "I'm Yoongi, but you can call me Suga." He said.
   "Hello I'm Y/n." I said. "We should eat before the food gets cold" I said and smiled. We started eating. "So what do you guys think about this school so far?" I asked and took a spoon full of rice and eat it. "It's Good so far!" Namjoon said.
    "That's good! I hope y'all enjoy this school year!" I said. I started eating my chips. I saw Jin looking at my chips. I looked at him and smirked. "Jin~" I said. "Yes?" He said. I purposely dropped some chips. He looked terrified. "Oops~" I said. I pulled out another chip bag and gave them to Jin.
      "Thanks~" Jin said. I finished my food and threw my trash away. I went back to the table. "I see you later I have to go to my club. Bye guys!" I said. "Wait let me walk you there!" I heard Taehyung say. "It's okay! I'll talk to y'all when I see y'all! Bye." I said and walked out the canteen. I reached my club room. No one was here because it's only me in this club. I sat down on the bench where I play the piano. I got out my music book. I cracked my fingers. *^ I started playing.
'Why don't you just kill your self.' 'No one loves you!' 'Lesbo' I heard all the things people say to me. I felt tears rolling down my eyes. "Does anyone know how it makes me feel" I said.
||Yoongi's POV||
I was walking to my class and I heard a piano. I walked to the room that I heard the piano coming through. I open the door a little bit. I saw Y/n... She had tears. "Does anyone know how it makes me feel" I heard her say. 'The song is beautiful' I said in my mind. I wonder why she's crying.
||End of Yoongi's POV||
I felt hatred towards my parents. They never cared. I hate them. No one ever cares. Having no friends. Having no love. I wish I had someone to trust. I have a feeling The boys are going to leave me. I felt someone staring at me. I looked at the door and saw nothing. I played the piano for the rest of the school hours.
||End of school||
    I walked out the room and walked to my locker. I grabbed my backpack and wallet. I checked the time on my phone and saw that it's 3:45pm. I walked out of school. I walked to my car. I unlocked it and get in. I saw the boys coming to my car since I still had my door open. I placed my backpack in the passenger seat. I put my wallet in my backpack.
    I turned on my car. "Hey Y/n" I heard Hoseok say. "Hey guys" I waved. "We were wondering if you want to go eat with us" Jin said. "Sorry guys I have to go somewhere today. Maybe next time" I said. "Oh okay. See you tomorrow." Namjoon said. "Bye guys!" I said and closed my car door. I drove off and went to the store.
    I arrived at the store. I parked my car and turned it off. I got my wallet out and got of the car. I locked the door and went in the store. I grabbed a shopping cart and went to the cereal aisle.
    I got my favorite cereal. I went to get milk. Once I got it I went to buy snacks. I got popcorn, candy and granola bars. I then went to the fruit and vegetables aisle. I got potatoes, apples, mangos, pineapples, watermelon, broccoli, carrots, strawberries, and bananas. Before I went to check out I grabbed a packet of Spicy ramen noodles.
     I put all my stuff on the counter. The girl started scanning the food. After a few minutes she was done scanning. "That will be $34.17." The girl said. "Okay here you go" I said handing her $40. "Keep the change" I said. "Oh okay." She said. I grabbed my stuff and started walking to my car. I put the food in the back seat. I saw Jin walking in the store. I got in and turned on my car. I then drove off.
I arrived home and parked my car in the garage. I grabbed the bags of food and took them in the house. I saw Rose walking in the kitchen. "Rose can you help me bring in the groceries please" I asked her. "Sure" She said. I put the fruit on the table. I went to the car and grabbed my backpack and my phone since Rose got the other bags.
"How was your day darling?" Rose asked. "It was great!" I said and smiled at her. "That's good darling." She said. "Where's Taeyang?" I asked. "I'm right behind you" I heard him say. "Ahh so scary" I said sarcastically. "How's your pregnancy going Rose?" I asked. "It's good! I got to find out what's the gender today!" She said happily. "What is it?!" I asked. "It's a girl!" She said. I started jumping around in a circle. "Yesss! I knew it!" I said happily. "Yes it is!" Taeyang said and touched Roses baby bump. "She kicking!" Rose said.
"I want to feel! Move" I pushed Taeyang out the way and put my hand on roses baby bump. She kicked. "Awww" i said. "What are you going to name her?" I asked. "How about Sunny?" She said. "Yes! I really like that name! How about you Taeyang?" I said. "I like it!" He said and smiled.