[At home]
I arrived home and parked my car. I looked at my house and started thinking. "Why would they turn on me?" I asked myself. I stared at my hands. I drove off without thinking.
I drove off fast. I was speeding and I arrived at the cliff. I parked my car and turned it off. I got out and locked my car. I got out and sat down. I looked at the waves crashing down.
I started crying. "Why! Why does my life have to be like this!" I screamed. I looked up at the sky. "Why?" I said. I wiped my tears and got up. I got in my car. I turned it on and drove off.
I arrived home and saw no one. I went to my piano room. I went to the piano and looked at it. I didn't want to look at it anymore. I walked out and went to my room.
I changed in to my pajamas because I was sleeping. I went to my bed and fell fast asleep.
[Next morning]
I woke up by my alarm. I turned it off and went to the bathroom. I turned on the water and started stripping. I got in and took a shower. Once I was done I got out.
I grabbed my towel and went to my room. I dried myself and put on my undergarments. I then got out my outfit for the day and my face mask.After I was done I went to do my morning routine. I then put on my face mask and walk out the room. I went downstairs and grabbed my apple.
I went to my car and turned it on. I then drove off to school.
[At school]
Once I arrived I parked my car. I got out and grabbed my backpack. I locked my car and went in. I saw people staring at me. I went to my locker. I got slammed in it. I looked to see who it was.
It was Namjoon. "What do you want?" I asked. "Why did you hurt Jennie?" He asked me. "I didn't fucking hurt her! Damn stop fucking asking!" I said. He slapped me. I just laughed at him.
"Hit me more" I said laughing like a crazy person. He finally let go of me. "Your crazy bitch" He said. I took off my mask and glasses. I put my things in the locker and grabbed my books. I walked to class. "Good morning Mr. Choi" I said. "Good morning Y/n" He said.
The bell rang and Mr. Choi started talking. "Today we're going to blah blah blah" He said, but I didn't hear what he said at all. I started feeling dizzy. I raised my hand. "M-mr. C-choi I don't feel goo-" I said before I blacked out.
[Mr. Choi's POV]
I saw Y/n faint. I ran towards her. "Class read page 423 while I take Y/n to the nurse." I said and walked out. I saw the nurse. I started walking fast to her. "Y/n fainted!" I said. "What?!" She said.
I laid her in the bed and the nurse checked her blood pressure. "She fainted because she has a very low blood pressure. She needs to eat" she said. "I'll take care of her. You go to your class and teach." She said. "Okay!" I said and left.
[Y/n's POV]
I opened my eyes and saw I was in the nurses office. "Your finally awake." I heard the nurse say. "What happened?" I asked.
"You passed out. You need to start eating more" She said. "Okay." I answered. I got up and left looked around. I grabbed my phone and called my cousin.
'Hey sehun'
"Hey Y/n!"
'Hey can you pick me up?'
"Sure I'll be there in a hour"
'Okay thanks'
"Bye!"
"Hey what time is it?" I asked. "Oh it's the last hour of school. Go bring your stuff and just wait in here" the nurse said. "Okay" I said and walked towards the door.
I walked out towards my locker. I grabbed my stuff. I stared at my locker for a few seconds. "Why am I alive?" I whispered. I put on my backpack and closed my locker.
When I turned around I bumped into someone's chest. I looked up. I saw Taehyung. "Hey taehyung!" I said. "Hey y/n" He said. "What happened to you in class?" He asked. "Nothing I just passed out because I haven't eaten" I said.
"Oh okay" he said. "Yea! I have to go back to the nurses office. I'll see you later." I smiled and left. I went to the nurses office and just looked at the tv.
[1 hour later.]
School was finally over. I walked outside to see my cousin Sehun. I ran and hugged him. I was getting tearful. My tear started falling. "I missed you so much Sehun" I said.
"I missed you too princess" He said. I let go of the hug. "Hey want to go to the beach this week?" He asked. "Yes!" I said jumping up and down. "Okay lets get your things pack then princess" he said.
[BTS POV (expect Taehyung)]
We saw Y/n running to a boy. We started getting mad. We lost our chance to have fun with her. We'll get her next time!
[At home, Y/N's POV]
We arrived at my house. I packed my clothes and grabbed my surfboard that's in the garage. I put it in my truck. I put my backpack full of clothes in the back seat. I put my school bag in my room.
I grabbed my wallet and phone charger. I grabbed my phone and went to the garage. I turned on my truck and closed my door. I pulled out the garage and rolled down my window.
"I'll follow behind okay" I said. "Okay lets go princess." He said and we drove off.
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{BTS ff x reader} [Rewriting]My suicide story
FanfictionThis is about a girl named Lee y/n. She killed her self because no one seemed to care about her in the world. Until she came across BTS, but one day that all changed. Read the story to find out!