{BTS ff x reader} [Rewriting]My suicide story

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[At home]
   I arrived home and parked my car. I looked at my house and started thinking. "Why would they turn on me?" I asked myself. I stared at my hands. I drove off without thinking.
I drove off fast. I was speeding and I arrived at the cliff. I parked my car and turned it off. I got out and locked my car. I got out and sat down. I looked at the waves crashing down.
I started crying. "Why! Why does my life have to be like this!" I screamed. I looked up at the sky. "Why?" I said. I wiped my tears and got up. I got in my car. I turned it on and drove off.
I arrived home and saw no one. I went to my piano room. I went to the piano and looked at it. I didn't want to look at it anymore. I walked out and went to my room.
I changed in to my pajamas because I was sleeping. I went to my bed and fell fast asleep.
[Next morning]
I woke up by my alarm. I turned it off and went to the bathroom. I turned on the water and started stripping. I got in and took a shower. Once I was done I got out.
I grabbed my towel and went to my room. I dried myself and put on my undergarments. I then got out my outfit for the day and my face mask.

After I was done I went to do my morning routine. I then put on my face mask and walk out the room. I went downstairs and grabbed my apple.
I went to my car and turned it on. I then drove off to school.
[At school]
Once I arrived I parked my car. I got out and grabbed my backpack. I locked my car and went in. I saw people staring at me. I went to my locker. I got slammed in it. I looked to see who it was.
It was Namjoon. "What do you want?" I asked. "Why did you hurt Jennie?" He asked me. "I didn't fucking hurt her! Damn stop fucking asking!" I said. He slapped me. I just laughed at him.
"Hit me more" I said laughing like a crazy person. He finally let go of me. "Your crazy bitch" He said. I took off my mask and glasses. I put my things in the locker and grabbed my books. I walked to class. "Good morning Mr. Choi" I said. "Good morning Y/n" He said.
The bell rang and Mr. Choi started talking. "Today we're going to blah blah blah" He said, but I didn't hear what he said at all. I started feeling dizzy. I raised my hand. "M-mr. C-choi I don't feel goo-" I said before I blacked out.
[Mr. Choi's POV]
I saw Y/n faint. I ran towards her. "Class read page 423 while I take Y/n to the nurse." I said and walked out. I saw the nurse. I started walking fast to her. "Y/n fainted!" I said. "What?!" She said.
I laid her in the bed and the nurse checked her blood pressure. "She fainted because she has a very low blood pressure. She needs to eat" she said. "I'll take care of her. You go to your class and teach." She said. "Okay!" I said and left.
[Y/n's POV]
   I opened my eyes and saw I was in the nurses office. "Your finally awake." I heard the nurse say. "What happened?" I asked.
  "You passed out. You need to start eating more" She said. "Okay." I answered. I got up and left looked around. I grabbed my phone and called my cousin.
'Hey sehun'
                                "Hey Y/n!"
'Hey can you pick me up?'
    "Sure I'll be there in a hour"
'Okay thanks'
                                      "Bye!"
"Hey what time is it?" I asked. "Oh it's the last hour of school. Go bring your stuff and just wait in here" the nurse said. "Okay" I said and walked towards the door.
I walked out towards my locker. I grabbed my stuff. I stared at my locker for a few seconds. "Why am I alive?" I whispered. I put on my backpack and closed my locker.
When I turned around I bumped into someone's chest. I looked up. I saw Taehyung. "Hey taehyung!" I said. "Hey y/n" He said. "What happened to you in class?" He asked. "Nothing I just passed out because I haven't eaten" I said.
"Oh okay" he said. "Yea! I have to go back to the nurses office. I'll see you later." I smiled and left. I went to the nurses office and just looked at the tv.
[1 hour later.]
   School was finally over. I walked outside to see my cousin Sehun. I ran and hugged him. I was getting tearful. My tear started falling. "I missed you so much Sehun" I said.
   "I missed you too princess" He said. I let go of the hug. "Hey want to go to the beach this week?" He asked. "Yes!" I said jumping up and down. "Okay lets get your things pack then princess" he said.
[BTS POV (expect Taehyung)]
    We saw Y/n running to a boy. We started getting mad. We lost our chance to have fun with her. We'll get her next time!
[At home, Y/N's POV]
   We arrived at my house. I packed my clothes and grabbed my surfboard that's in the garage. I put it in my truck. I put my backpack full of clothes in the back seat. I put my school bag in my room.
    I grabbed my wallet and phone charger. I grabbed my phone and went to the garage.  I turned on my truck and closed my door. I pulled out the garage and rolled down my window.
    "I'll follow behind okay" I said. "Okay lets go princess." He said and we drove off.