{BTS ff x reader} [Rewriting]My suicide story

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||At the Beach||
  We arrive at the beach. I parked my car in front of the hotel. I smiled Remembering the memories here with my cousins.
   I looked around and saw the beach. I turned off my car and took out my stuff. I went in the hotel and went to Sehuns room.
When I walked in my jaw dropped. "Umm Okay" i quickly turned around. "Put some clothes on!!!" I yelled at Kai. I started blushing from embarrassment.
"Okay I got clothes on you can look now" He said. I slapped his shoulder. "Ow!" He said. I started unpacking my clothes and I looked outside.
"It's beautiful" I whispered. I put on my chanclas and went out the room. I went downstairs. I saw lay staring at the wall. "Lay!" I said.
He snapped out from his thoughts and looked at me. "Oh hey Y/n" He said. "Hello~" I said. "Let's go to the beach!" I said and ran outside.
I started walking when I got to the sand. It's warm and soft. I walked towards the water. I put my feet's in. "Hey you left me behind!" Lay said.
   "I'm sorry" I said. I sat down on the sand. I looked up at the sky and smiled. I love it here with my cousins. I don't have to worry about anything.
   I walked back to the hotel room. I took a shower and changed into pajamas. I looked at the mirror. I looked at myself. "Why am I ugly?" I asked myself. I did my night routine and then went to sleep.
||The next day||
   I woke up and went to get my surfing suit. I walked in the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I put my hair in a bun and put on the suit.

I put on my chanclas. I walked to the first floor. I saw my cousins eating. I walked outside to my truck. I took my surfboard from the back of my truck.

I walked to the beach. I put my hair in a bun. I looked at the ocean. I smiled at the thoughts of my cousins back then.
||BTS POV||
We woke up early in the morning. We started packing for the beach. We put everything in the car. We then drove off. We went to eat because we were so hungry. After a while we arrived at the beach.
||Your POV||
I put sunscreen on my face and legs. I started to take my surfboard in the water. I started to swim. I saw waves coming my way. I started swimming to the shore. I started to stand up and keep my balance. I rode all the way to the shore.
It was so much fun! "Y-y/n?" I heard a voice I thought I was never going to hear ever again. I turned around with wide eyes. I had tears in the corners of my eyes.
I ran towards him and hugged him. "I thought you died 3 years ago Jackson!" I said crying in his arms. "I thought I did too y/n. I'm so sorry for scaring you" He said.
||3 years ago||
I was in my room reading a book. I stop and placed my bookmark at the place I stopped at. I heard my phone ring. I picked it up.
'Hello?'
"Y/n please come to the hospital!"
'Why what happened?'
"I'll explain when you get here!"
'Okay! Ill be on my way now!'

I got up and put my shoes on quickly. I took my phone and car keys. I ran downstairs to the garage. I got in my car and drove off fast.
I finally arrived at the hospital. I parked my car and turned it off. I ran inside and looked for my uncle. I saw him at the waiting room near the emergency room.
"What happened uncle?!" I said. "J-Jackson got in a really bad car accident" he said. We saw the doctor come out the emergency room.
"I'm sorry we tried saving him, but he was injured really badly. I'm really sorry" he said. I broke down. I started crying and sobbing loudly. "Why Jackson?! Why now?!" I said. "Can I see him?" I said. "Yes" The doctor said. I went in the emergency room. I saw Jackson's body. I went and hugged him. "Why Jackson? Why did you leave me?!" I yelled. I cried in his chest.
"I love you so much Jackson" I said. I kissed his forehead. I gave him one last hug. I walked out and saw my auntie. I hugged her. I started crying in her chest. "I'm so sorry auntie!" I said. I let go and smiled at her. "I have to go. Please take care auntie. Please keep your head up!" I said.
I left the hospital. I drove home crying. Once I got home I broke down. I threw everything off my shelf's. I stayed in my room and didn't go to Jackson's funeral. I stayed home and cried.
||End of Flashback||
I smiled at him. "I'm just happy your alive Jackson!" I said.

Hey guys! I'm going to be hiatus for a while because of a lot of things! I'm sorry please forgive me:/ I love y'all please take care!