{BTS ff x reader} [Rewriting]My suicide story

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|| The next day ||
I woke up and went to the bathroom. I said my morning routine. I then went to take a shower. After I was I went out and put on my undergarments. I dried my hair and put it up in a messy bun. I then went to put on my outfit for school.

After that I went downstairs. "Hey Rose im heading out. I'm not going to school today. Don't cook today I'm bring breakfast" I said. "Oh okay darling. Thank you" She said and smiled. "Okay bye! I'll see you in a few."
    I went to the garage and got my dodge. I turned on my car and checked if I had my wallet. I did so I then drove off. I drove to Denny's and parked my car. I then turned off my car and took my keys. I grabbed my wallet and got out.
   I locked my car and walked in. I went to the cashier. "Hey How can I help you?" The waiter said. "Can I get two orders of pancakes, hash browns, and bacon. Then can I get another order of French toast, bacon, and hash browns?" I said. "Yes. That will me $36.99" the waiter said. I slide my card and put in my pin. I got my receipt and they asked for my name. "Y/n" I said.
I sat on the couch waiting for my order. I looked up and saw BTS. I looked back down on my phone. I saw them walk to a table. I had to use the bathroom so I passed there table. "Guys guess what!" I heard Jin say. "What?" Jungkook said. "I found out that Y/n cuts herself. That's not the only thing I heard. I heard that she's a lesbian" Jin said.
I was shocked. "What?!" I heard Namjoon say. "That's bad!" Hoseok said. "She needs help!" I heard Jungkook say. "Guys shut up! It's bad to talk bad about your friends. So what if she cuts herself and she's a lesbian?" I heard Yoongi said. I walked in the bathroom. I wiped my tears with my hands. I washed my face and walked out. I checked my phone and saw Rose calling me.
I saw BTS look at my direction. I answered not caring about them.
'Hello Rose?'
"Is the food ready?!"
'Not yet, but I'll be home soon'
"Okay hurry up! This child is hungry"
'Okay Bye'
"Bye"
I ended the call and went to sit down. "Order for Y/n!" I heard the waiter say. I went to take it. "Thank you" I said and took the order. I looked where BTS was sitting. I smiled sadly at the table and left. I went to my car and unlocked it. I placed the food in the passenger seat. I got in and turned on the car. I then drove off.
   I parked my car out front where the door of my house is at. I turned off the car and took the food. I went out the car and went inside the house.  I went to the kitchen. I placed the food on the counter and I saw rose coming downstairs. "Finally!" She said and grabbed her food. I went to get the orange juice from the fridge. I got three cups. Taeyang came and got his food.
     I filled the cups up with orange juice. I then went to take the cups of orange juice to the table. I then grabbed my food and sat down at the table. I started eat. I was in deep thoughts. I heard my phone ring and I snapped out of my thoughts. I check who's calling me and saw my mom calling. I didn't pick up. I finished my food and threw the plate away. "Hey guys I'm going to my parents company. I'll see y'all later"
I then grabbed my car keys and phone. I went to my car and turned it on. I then drove to my parents company.
    I parked my car in the parking lot. I turned off my car and went out. I locked my car and started walking in the building. I went to the 10th floor and went to my office. I looked at my family photo frame. I grabbed it and threw it at the wall. My tears started to fall. I looked at the photo and glass. I picked up the photo and ripped it up. "Why? Why can't i just live a normal life?" I said.
   I went to my desk and took out a blade. I started to cut myself. I saw the blood oozing out. It started falling in the floor. I looked at the blood coming out of my arm. I started cutting my my arm again. I started feeling dizzy. I went to the bathroom in my office.
   I washed the blood from my arms. I took out the first aid kit. I took out the bandage and rapped it around my arm. After I was done I still felt dizzy. I walked out and saw my dads P/A. "Hey Y/n" He said. "Hey Ja-" I said before blacking out.