' His Secret Affair ' (G.d)

Ten

His head hit his hands as he sat there processing everything. I hope he didn't blame himself for this. He cared for her, he maybe wasn't in love, but he did care for her in some kind of way. I mean she's the mother of his child.

"How could I have been so stupid" his sad voice muffled from his burried face.

I moved closer to him as I pulled him into my arms.

"It's not your fault baby, she don't know what she's missing out on" I started running my fingers through his hair trying to keep him calm.

"I knew she had someone, but I didn't think it would have been my own brother, that's even lower, I mean what am I doing with my life skie, I have a kid with someone I don't love, I'm married to her and we both are with different people, like what kind of fucked up life story is this "

He had a huge point. The whole situation was confusing and fucked up but the only ones who could do something about it was him and lora.

"Why did you stay with her this long if you didn't love her" I tried to speak softly to keep him together, because I knew it hurt him even if he don't love her.

"Because I guess a part of me thought one day I would fall in love with her, but it was all forced and it never happened, then I met you" his finally uncovered his face and his eyes met mine as he leaned in kissing my lips. I could kiss him all day. The smell of him. The feel of him. All of him is what I wanted.

"So what are you gonna do now"

He looks down shaking his head.

"Honestly I don't know, but let's not talk about it anymore, I finally have you in my arms again and that's all i wanna think about, come here" he says opening his arms for me to crawl in. I took no time to cuddle him. His arms wrapped around me holding me tight. I could hear his heart beat pounding and I knew he was trying to keep it together for my sake, but deep down he felt betrayed and it was eating him alive.

Maybe a good distraction would help.

I turned around looking up at him as I started to lay soft kisses on his neck making goosebumps appear on his skin. I love the affect I have on him.

I layed him back as I straddled him and started kissing him lower and lower till I was at his lower body. I looked up making eye contact with him as I bit my lip seductivly. His eyes were begging for me to touch him.

I started to unbuckle his pants as I removed them slowly and I threw them to the floor leaving him in his tight Calvin Kleins.

I crawled back up to him as I softly removed my shirt making his eyes discover my body as he brought his bottom lip in-between his teeth biting it. He looks at me like i was the most beautiful thing in the world. 

He leans up wrapping his arm around me as he turns us around and gets on top of me. He spreads my legs and crawls inbetween them as he took off his shirt in one Swift motion. I traced his toned body with my hands earning a soft moan from him.

He reached up and pulled my pants down leaving me naked right In front of him. He scans my body again as he mumbles beautiful under his breath.

He comes up connecting his lips with mine as they moved in sync. Our bodies went together like they were made for each other. He made me feel so good without even touching me. He could take my breath away by just looking at me with his hazel Eyes.

Our lips stay connected as he grinded his hips into mine building the sexual tension up between us. I moaned softly as I felt him reach down and enter himself into me slowly. He moved his body with mine as he kept his lips connected to mine or my body. I could feel the chemistry between us and my heart felt like it was gonna pound out of my chest and my stomach felt like the forth of July. It wasn't just sex anymore. It was soft, and slow and filled with so much power, it felt like we were the only to people on the planet.

He kissed and made love to me so passionately like i was a delicate flower. I loved his smell. I loved his touch. I loved him.