Alone and Afraid

Chapter 36

"WHY?! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!? WHY- w-why n-now? Everything was finally becoming normal, I-I even made friends. Why did y-you come here.....w-why..?"

His hands were shaking as he looked at what he had done, blindly out of rage. Taking a few steps back slowly, but didn't dare to look up at his siblings face. But she knew that feeling. She understood it. He wasn't to blame.

That's what she continued telling herself.

——
Black*star

His tan knuckles turned into white as he balled his hands into a fist, a fair distance away from his supposed twin sibling. On the other side of the unbearable silence was white*twinkle who gritted her teeth in annoyance.

"...Just who exactly do you think you are. "

'Psh, I'm the Almightly Black*star'

"I-I'm Bl-"

"You are Black*star, the son of the leader of one of the best assassination clans in all of history, our name went down for generations. Now don't you dare stutter when the blood of our family is in your name. SAY IT WITH PRIDE."

'The one who abandoned their parents to go with the bad guys out of pity,'

"I-I'm "

"WHAT AN EMBARASSMENT! I SAID WHO ARE YOU"

'The worst son in all of existance'

"I'm Black*star..."

"LOUDER DAMNIT! SAY IT LOUDER! SCREAM IT AT THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS WITH YOUR OBNOXIOUS VOICE. SAY IT LIKE YOU'RE THE LAST HOPE OF OUR CLAN-  BECAUSE YOU ARE!"

'I'm the reason they're gone. I'm the reason she's suffering. I'm the one who lured them in. I'm the one who allowed Death to take me in out of pity. I'm the reason that should stop existing'

"I- SAID IM BLACK*STAR"

She ran over to his crouching figure, crying on the ground screaming in guilt and pain. To make up for all the loss he'd been through. The younger sibling allowed a small smile to creep into her face as she held he older in her arms, a few years escaping her eyes as well.

"I'm sorry Star, I really am..."

——

'Where the hell is she, I haven't heard the door open since we got back'

The albino rubbed his eyes groggily before getting up and checking his phone that was on the nightstand.

3:06 am

He groaned in annoyance as he got up and walked to the restroom to wash his face.

'What if something happened to her, is she okay? Maybe that idiot got kidnapped again..'

He wiped his face with a towel when he finished before looking up to the mirror and he couldn't help but notice the bags under his eyes.

'Come on soul, this is a girl who can literally kick ass with any type of weapon, I'm sure she's fine.'

Mumbling under his breath he put on a pair of sweatpants and his coat while grabbing his keys and before he headed out, he found himself staring at the door across his apartment for a while.

'She wouldn't mind if I just checked...would she?'

He mumbled more incoherent words under his breath as he looked for the spare key under the doormat. Once he found it he opened the door slowly and peeked inside, not forgetting to close the door behind him.

He turned on the lights and looked around the Room full of color, slightly chuckling to himself as he sauntered around the complex, before stumbling upon to kitchen and the refrigerator with a calendar on top with the words '(y/n)'s calendar! :3' written on top, he smirked a little before laughing

'Aww how cute, she does have a girly side'

He then began to think about all the things she's done to him before cringing slightly and shook his head violently.

'Yeah there's no way in hell '

But as he was lost in his own thoughts, he couldn't help but notice the date circled multiple times in a dark blue marker and saw what was written in big red letters on the date, that made his chest stiffen at the words.

'Tell black*star the truth'

He knew he shouldn't worry about her, but that was impossible considering the face that he new how much of a hothead his best friend could be. With that he stormed out of the complex and closed the door behind him, deciding to take a walk.

'Maybe this will keep my mind off of her'

He heard silent sobs and stoped in his tracks before swiftly jumping on top of a nearby building and hiding behind a column that was close and looked over. His crimson orbs darkened a little with a piercing glare at the gruesome scene before him, clenching his already pale fists as he slammed his hand into the wall, cracking it.

'JUST WHAT THE HELL DID THAT BASTARD DO TO MY (Y/N)?!?'

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