Everything Feels Wrong

waking up

I woke up in a bed that wasn't mine, next to a boy that I thought I could trust. I remember staring at the ceiling for several minutes in a daze. I got up to find the bathroom, and my head felt like it was going to explode. I moved my feet along the floor, and nearly collapsed in pain. Something was wrong. It felt wrong. I tried so hard to think about what had happened and why everything hurt but it just made my head hurt more. I fell backwards onto the side of the bed and put my head in my hands and cried.

A couple minutes later I tried to get up and walk again, trying to ignore the pain I felt all over my body. I just needed to know what time it was. That was all. I shuffled into the living room and tried to remember where I'd put my things, but I couldn't, so I just looked around. I found my bag sitting on the floor at the end of the couch, kind of pushed under it. I pulled my phone out and it was dead, I remember cursing at myself under my breath because I should've known it would be. I found an outlet and I plugged my phone in.

While my phone was charging I tried to figure out what had happened. I remembered getting to his house, and I remember drinking a little less than half a glass of whiskey, and I couldn't seem to remember anything after that. I wondered about the whiskey, but there was no way in hell I could've somehow gotten black out wasted from that much shitty alcohol. My phone turned on, and I saw that, thank God, it was only 6:17, and I'd still be able to make it to school. I grabbed the extra clothes I'd brought with me and found the bathroom to get dressed.