A story about how a local girl who lives in Detroit reunites with Marshall Mathers the third before he became Eminem and how two people grew closer together, there's parts from 8 Mile the movie occur in this book but with my own remixed version...
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Marshall and I tried to work things out, Marshall and I have only had sex once since he got back because it's just been too weird between us, all I could think about is him with other girls.
Marshall opened up finally and told me that he started taking drugs while on tour, he said that he was taking valium and Xanax to treat his anxiety and to help him sleep, but he was also taking Vicodin.
I tried telling him that he needs help and to go see someone but he flips out every time I bring it up. I just want Ava to have a positive influence in her life I want her to look up to her parents and have them be role models for her.
Paul has been keeping Marshall and I up to date about that girl who claimed to be pregnant, she sent pictures of the pregnancy test, she sent copies of the doctors notes about the situation, I fucking hated it I didn't want to be in this situation, my husband who cheated on me and got another woman pregnant and now I'm suppose to just smile and act like I'm okay with it, ha no!
We laid in bed we were watching TV and I noticed his phone blowing up with texts, I just rolled my eyes and tried to ignore it, I texted Heidi for some advise and she's been my own personal counselor, it really helped knowing that I have some help and support through this.
I felt like the whole world was laughing at me, I felt the ground beneath my feet begins to fall away into the abyss, and I'm left with nothing to hold on too. Marshall my husband, the father of my child the person I loved, the person I decided to dedicate myself too, throws me to the side of the road as if I was garbage.
I hated myself, I was lost and I began to believe that I'm not good enough. Just because he cheated on me doesn't mean I stopped caring about him. I was still in love with him I'm just really hurt and I began falling into this dark depression. I felt like the man I was laying next to was a stranger to me now.
Marshall got up and went to the bathroom I didn't think anything of it until I heard his phone start vibrating next to me.
I looked over and Marshall was no where in site I picked up his phone and saw a missed call. I saw the name "Kesia" I opened the message.
"Ok baby" it read I looked at the conversation
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