Kingdom hearts oneshots

Memories - Soroku/Akuroku (Smut)

*******YAOI WARNING! LOTS OF SMUT AND MAY INVOLVE THEMES SOME READERS MAY FIND DISTURBING********

We were sat in a large, green meadow with nothing but the flowers to keep us company. I looked over at my other, people always say we look alike, but I can't see it. The only similarities I see really are our eyes. They're big and the brightest of blues. Yet his are still different from mine.

His sparkle in the sun, twinkle with adventure and hope. Mine don't. Mine are dead and weary. I've seen many things he hasn't and I hope he never will. He is innocent. I have never been innocent.

We rarely see each other, yet we are always together. It saddens me to think that I can't reach out and take his hand when he needs help or comfort. I am just a shadow. A shadow of himself. The dark side. It's hard to believe he even has a dark side, but he does. Me.

"Roxy?" His soft voice filled the air and he turned to meet my gaze.

"Yeah Sor?" I replied.

"Why do you always seem so sad?" He asked. I didn't know how to answer him, there were plenty of reasons why I was so sad.

"I guess.... Maybe it's cos Im all alone here..." I confessed.

"You have me"

"I know I do Sor but.... sometimes that's not enough...." I trailed off. Sora looked sad. I hated seeing him sad, it was even worse if he was sad because of me. "It's just... When I was in the organization I was never alone. Ever. Not even on a night time"

"What do you mean?"

"Well I was pretty much born into the organization, there was nothing else before it. That first night I was there.... Someone came to see me while I slept..."

"If you were sleeping how can you be sure you weren't just dreaming?"

"I didn't stay asleep for long"

"Why?" He asked curiosity piqued. I wasn't sure what to tell him.... Whether he would understand or not. I might as well tell him.... Not like I have anyone else to talk to about it. I closed my eyes as I remembered what happened.

"I was sleeping soundly. The world around me was quiet. I thought I heard the sound of a door opening but I couldn't be sure. There was a weight on the end of my bed and I felt hands exploring my body. They were relatively large, definitely a man. They pulled the covers off. I whined at the sudden chill of the room and reached around for my blanket. "Shhhh" A deep voice soothed. I relaxed and did as I was told. "That's it kiddo, just relax, I'll make you feel good"

The hands were moving over my body caressing it softly, peeling off my shirt and small shorts. The hands immediately moved down to the bulge in my boxers and massaged it softly. I let out a small moan. It felt good. I didn't understand why it felt good, I didn't really care either. All I could focus on was the hands and their wandering over my body. They were quite rough and covered in scars.

I felt my manhood growing harder and harder by the second, he felt it too and chuckled. "My we are keen aren't we XIII?" I let out another moan a little louder this time as a response. He pulled my boxers off and soon they were amongst my other clothes on the floor.

His hand was now back on my man hood, I arced my back and groaned in pleasure. He moved his hand up and gave my balls a quick squeeze. "Ahhhh" I moaned and bucked into his hand. Another deep chuckle and he was leaning down to run his rough tongue up my shaft. Pleasure coursed through my body and my hips bucked upwards wildly. "Now now kiddo, settle down" I could here the smirk in his voice, but the only thing I could focus on was the odd feeling in the pit of my stomach.