A story of how 2 girls got threw the death of there parents and two Cocky bad boys that will not leave them alone. Will they fall for the boys tricks or will it be the other way around? Who will fall in love with who? Will the boys find out what hap...
I woke up in my bed alone and cold. I remember what happened last night and how I wanted Ryder so bad but he said no that it wasn't the right time and we were drunk.
I got up and went to the shower only to find Ryder in mine and all I could do is stand there shook at how amazing his body looked.
"Like what you see Carter" he said with a huge smirk on his face
"No it actually looks like you should hit the gym soon or at least work out any" when I said that I saw a glint of hurt in his eyes and immediately regretted what I said so I just walked away and let him finish up his shower.
I walked in Colby's room to find her asleep without Sam. I looked around to not find him anywhere so I just gave up and went to her shower and washed off.
I got out and rapped a towel around me and went to my room to get some clothes. When I got there I found Ryder sitting on my bed waiting for me.
I want to talk to him but I would rather do it with clothes on so I just walked straight into my closet to get some. I came out a few minutes later with this on.
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I walked out and looked Ryder in the eyes, I think we should talk about what happened last night don't you think"
"Ummm yeah but maybe not here"
"Yeah we can go get some coffee and talk about it there, that sound good"
"Yeah if you pay"
I laughed and shook my head as I walked out of my room. When I got to the kitchen I saw Sam making something and just waved and went to my car with Ryder following me close behind.
I got into my car with him and went to my favorite coffee shop. I got out of the car and walked inside. I looked around for a bit then decided what I wanted and ordered. I waited for Ryder to order then paid and waited for my drink. The whole time neither of us said a word which was a little awkward. We finally sat down across from each other and kind of just stared at anything but one another.
"So what happened last night" I asked but I still didn't look at him
"Well you obviously tried to sleep with me"
"Oh no it was much more you than me" I said as I turned to face him with a mad look in my face
"Yeah ok sure"
"Your the one who kissed me and then led me to the bedroom but then stopped and said no" as I said this a unreadable look passed across his face that I had not seen before.
He just kind of looked at me then got up and walked off without a word. All I could think about was why he left and if it was something I did. I got into my car and just started to drive I didn't even know where I was going I just wanted to drive.
I drove for a while till I came upon this abandoned building and I thought what the hell. I grabbed my bag of art supplies and made sure I had some spray paint in there then I walked inside to a clean wall and jut started to paint. When I was done I stepped back and realized that I had painted Ryder in chains trying to get free and me surrounded by nothing but darkness that I could never escape.
As I stood there think all my emotions came out all at once and I started to cry. Cry about my parents, cry about me being alone, and surprisingly about my relationship with Ryder and the fact that I didn't have him and probably never would.
I Just stood there crying for what felt like hours crying until I decided to go get some food because I was hungry.
I got food for myself and then went home. When I walked inside Sam, Colby, and Ryder all stood in the kitchen talking to each other. They looked so happy and like they belonged. I didn't want to interrupt so I just quickly walked pass them and to my room where I saw my dog asleep on my bed.
I got a quick shower before I ate and then went and laid down in my bed but before o could fall asleep I heard my door open and quickly closed my eyes. I felt my bed dip beside me and someone put there arms around me and I instantly knew who it was.
"Carter I know your probably asleep right now but I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for walking out in you today. It has been so long sense I've felt something for someone the way I feel about you and honestly that scared me so I ran. I wish I didn't because I might have a chance with you but I'm sore I don't now. It's also a bad thing because I thinks I'm falling for you because I love the way you talk, I love your personality, I love your attitude, and I'm pretty sure I love you" he said the last part really quietly but I still heard it.
I turned around and laid my head on his chest and snuggled into him as a way of letting him know I heard him. I didn't want this moment to end because truthfully I didn't know how I felt about him and I don't know if I ever will, but I do know this moment right here right now is the best I've had in my life and I don't want that to change. Like he said this whole this is scary but I somehow know we're going to make it through even if it's full of heartbreak and sadness because in the end I know someone will find love.
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Yes I know it's like a year late but I had some things to deal with so just enjoy while it's here - B
