Ok so you came to my story for a specific reason, Vanosscrew x Reader.
I'm sorry if you're, mad at me for making these A/n.
Or for hell, making another one of these sad thing again.
Think I'm pathetic and and attention seeker, right?
But I really wanted to talk about this for so long after the incident.
I don't enjoy the crew anymore, I don't like them.
Don't, just don't get mad.
I wanted to go on because I was happy, YOU GUYS loved my story!
I was happy
Until everything came down hill
So I made a chapter which addressed something personal.
I didn't make it for attention at all, like I made it because you guys cared for me.
You seemed like a family I never had, the one I needed.
I cried, I actually did when I recovered to find all the things you guys posted, I felt loved.
I wanted to continue, I wanted to be strong, see the word "wanted".
I didn't want to, inside I wanted to go lock myself in the bathroom and cry and never come out, but I didn't.
This was when I really stopped trying, watching the crew in general.
I really forced myself to do it but I just wanted to do it for all of you, maybe I pushed myself to hard?
I, I don't know.
I will always feel alone
I will never get help
I will always be an outsider
I will be gone one day and make everyone happy
Maybe I just lost a battle and I'm defeated for good
Sorry for always being depressing and sad 😔 I wish I really wish I could just be happy
But, for You, reader. Thank you, you came and read my story because you liked it.
16k, for all you out there, I love you.
Thank you
YOU ARE READING
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FanfictionThe Vanosscrew are smol beans so Magic + Fanfic equals this shitty fanfic! This story was made on August 8th, 2017; Date needed for Author Chan~ Date Completed September 2nd, 2018