"Did your social circle further expand after you got closer?" she asked.
I chuckled.
"I suppose. People came and went all the time. One week Yeongho and Joowon socialised with me and asked me if they could do my homework, the next Jiah and Hayoon flirted with me and tried to sleep with me. It was a rollercoaster ride for the most part but I always declined them."
"And why so? Why didn't you use all the benefits you could possibly get?"
I shrugged and looked out of the window.
"I knew my mom would be disappointed in me if I made every nerd at school do my assignments, so I always ignored them whenever the conversation would stir in that direction."
A smile formed on my lips.
"If we're talking about the girls and their less pure intentions, then it was because my heart was only beating for Susan."
The therapist played with one of the corners of her notebook as she looked me in the eyes.
"Only Susan?"
"Well, there was a girl called Haeun..."
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The days after the party at Baekhyun's had changed my life, just as Yoongi had told me it would. I came there with the mindset I had to leave at 11 pm and only drink one drink if I was given one but ended up waking up the next morning, not remembering what had happened the night prior.
And, with a girl by my side.
This girl was Jeon Haeun. She was beauty itself. She was the perfect mixture of the stereotypical girl-next-door and the popular bitch in a typical American movie. I had been told she was a chaebol kid and had the popularity of an idol, which was understandable.
She was perfect, after all.
To say I was shocked, was an understatement. She was fully clothed though as she laid there next to me, or at least so it seemed. I was out of there before I even got a proper look at her.
Neither Yoongi or Hoseok felt like telling me what had happened that night; it was only Jin that I was able to persuade to spill the beans, even though he knew next to nothing. He did tell me that he saw Haeun and I right before we disappeared.
"It was heated," he had said.
"She seemed like she was really into you," he had said.
She didn't contact me for a while, but the other girls at our school surely did.
I left the majority of them on read.
They didn't interest me the slightest; only Susan did.
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My phone vibrated for the umpteenth time that day. I pulled the small device out of my pocket and read what was showing on the screen.
...
UNKNOWN NUMBER
Namjoonie~UNKNOWN NUMBER
When will you answer me oppaaaaa?UNKNOWN NUMBER
Hey Namjoon,
Exam season is coming and I'd like to give you a deal.
Give me a place on the guest list at the next party you're going to and in exchange I'll do your homework for the next month. Is it a deal?I sighed and touched on a few buttons.
DELETE MESSAGE(S)?
YES
NO"I really should block these numbers..." I mumbled to myself.
A figure sat next to me as I deleted the messages.
"Hey, Namjoon," the person said. Their voice felt like honey to my ears.
I looked up and saw Haeun. My eyes almost popped out of my skull; she looked breathtaking.
"I just wanted to say sorry for my actions the other night," she said sheepishly.
I shook my head frantically.
"No no, it's okay. You don't have to be sorry."
"I really am, it's not normal nature for me to do that!" she said.
"I didn't mind what I remembered of it," I answered her with a grin, even though I had no idea what had gone down.
She laughed slightly at my comment.
"I'm sure you did."
"I'm being serious!" I said. "Look, I'll take you out for dinner to prove it to you."
The last part came out of my mouth without even realising it before it was too late.
She seemed shocked too; honestly, who wouldn't have been?
Her face turned from shocked to glad in a matter of a few seconds, showing me her true feelings about what I had just blurted out.
"I'd love to Namjoon," she said and took a hold of my hands. Her small, chocolate brown eyes met mine and in that moment, I was sure I had fallen for Jeon Haeun.
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A/N: Here's this week's chapter guys! It's not as good as it could've been but we living. College is getting busier too so please bear with me. I'll try my best to get a chapter out each and every Sunday though :-)
I've been working on something else too whenever I've felt like it, but I think I'm going to wait to publish it due to wanting to know exactly where the story is going. It's really good and I'm really happy about it so far, so do look forward to it!See you all next week! :-)
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yellow // k.nj
FanfictionYellow didn't suit her, but never have I ever seen someone look as pretty as her in that colour. • In which Namjoon talks to a therapist about the girl of his dreams. • Started: 31-12-17 Ended: 00-00-18