Hey guys
It's been a while ...
So 2018 is coming up and well I wanted to end off on a topic that I feel like would be a good end
So I feel like I'm gonna sound like a..... female dog (trying to keep this pg)
I'm technically just gonna be talkative
But I felt like this had to be said
I made a chapter on this books about it ("My Thoughts " is the chapter )
And well I kind of had a few more adjustments to what I said
So here it it
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In the begin of 2017 , I started to believe there's no such thing as Love
Due to me not falling in love with anyone yet and the fact that
Well when I look around me there was none
I can't believe it took me the whole 2017 year to relized something that was never brought to mind
I'm in love
I promised myself after my last heartbreak that I would never like a person again
But ...
It just happened
And each time I try to ignore it
I fall deeper into this .... love
To the point that ...
If I ever lose this person
I don't think I can manage the heartbreak along with it
So I haven't and won't tell this person until a specific time
At the end of high school .
We'll be mature then and I hope they'll except it
Many friends have a feeling on who this may be but ...
Have you ever thought that I don't have a sexuality that I stick too
One day I'm straight another day I am bisexual
I only go back and forward with those two
But think about it
Anyway
Since I have fallen to this place in my heart
I have been protecting them
Getting angry as other genders flirting with them
People push me to the lowest of highs just so I can't get what I see
I'm 100% sure that if I was blind and met my love
I would still love them
If you are my friends who are reading this
Please know that
If you have an assumption on who the person is
Telling them is just gonna make me do something you'll regret
Cause I have thrown my heart and head out for them
Love is love right ?
( before I end this , know that this was an old entry I had in my drafts such a long time ago , LIKE WAAAAAAAYYYYYY LONG . But I thought this was a cute thing to do and published. So yeah
Don't worry about me
Bai y'all
-Phoenix)
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