Unspoken

Chaos

It's noisy, it's dirty,

People keeps on moving,

In unison with the rapid rotation of the world,

And making almost everyone groggy.

A war, I can say it is,

But I can also say that I am wrong,

Because there's no any banging sounds of canyons or even guns,

But only the loud voices and sound of speakers.

I don't know how I came here,

I look like wasted, watching people dance while my eyes are almost shut,

I don't think of going home,

Because I know myself that I can't.

In our house where I can also see war,

But this time, it's actually is,

I want to escape from that dark world,

But it will be hard for me, because someone will be left behind.

Someone just like the moon and stars,

I don't want them to lose their own light just because they're giving it to me,

And maybe that is the reason why I came here,

Because I don't want to kill someone just for my own sake.

I'm still living in the dark past with the people who gives me light,

This time, I will think of them first,

I will leave the war that is bringing my mind in chaos,

Keeping my life shut 'til death.