Unspoken

Picture of the Memories

I can feel the cold wind coming from the open window of my bedroom. I'm just staring at the ceiling when I suddenly felt my eyes getting heavy, heavy enough for me to close them. Then I fall asleep.

"AAAHHH!!!" I shouted. Why am I here? What is this place? "Anybody here? Yoohoo!" I shouted again.

I saw a guy coming near me. That is him. The one I used to love before and until now. Maybe this is the time for us to clear things up.

He waves his hand. "Hello! Nice meeting you...again" he said and a sweet smile appears in his face. A sweet smile that used to brush my stress away...before. "How are you now? I miss you." he said sweetly while walking close to me and wrapping me in his arms.

I hug him, letting him feel how much I've missed him. "I'm doing fine, I guess?" I chuckled.

"Do you have someone new?" he raised his eyebrow.

"Yes. And he's better than you." I lied.

"Oh really? Can he make you laugh like I do?" he asked.

"No, but he never makes me cry like you do." I answered proudly.

I saw his fist trembling. Before he explode in anger, I hold his hand.

"I'm just kidding." I said laughing. He pull me close to him, hugging me.

"You made me nervous." He smile, "Let me hug you for a while..." he paused and sighed heavily "...before it's over."

"Over?" I asked.

I felt his grip loosen. He turn his back and walk away from me.

"WAIT! Where are you going? Don't go! Don't leave me again." I shouted to him continuously.

"Our time is over. We can't make it up again. I love you, my girl..." he sobbed, "Goodbye." he finally said as he started crying. Then he slowly disappear like dusts.

"I love you too" I whispered as I close my eyes and let my tears fall. "Goodbye."

I open my eyes and went back to reality. I feel my heart beating fast and loud. A dream, almost a nightmare. Tears start to flow as I remember that dream. I turn my head into the bedside table and see our picture together. I place it on my chest.
Maybe that is the saddest part of my life, saying goodbye to someone I wish to spend my lifetime with. I will let my tears flow and whenever they go, I let my sorrows follow.
He chose to walk away and I chose to let him go and just like before, I went back to being lost. I have to put at end to it, I need to get back to being alone. I need to know if there is someone for me out there, someone who deserves me more than he does.
But our memories together, those memories will never be forgotten.