24 Years

Difficult Decisions

(A/n: Trigger warning? "Uncomfortable" situation ahead. Unsure of what else to call it. Just if it make you uncomfortable or upset I'm sorry, please just skip over. Love you ♥)

Yoongi POV

I was standing in front of the car, waiting for Jungkook to get out and give me a hug and kiss goodbye.

My eyes could barely stay open and my legs felt weak. I wrapped myself in Wonho's jacket since it was cold and dark and it was my only form of warmth at the moment.

Jungkook walked up and placed his arms gently around me, pulling me close to him as he cradled me.

"If he comes to your dorm tonight, don't open the door. Understood?"

I nodded and he kissed my forehead.

"Do you want me to carry you up to your room?"

I shook my head. Not exactly in the state or mood to speak.

"Okay, when I get back to my dorm I'm gonna pass out so I won't be able to text you goodnight when I get back."

"Okay." The word left my lips softly and low.

"Are you going to be okay?" He started to run his hand lightly up and down my arm.

I nodded and laid my head on his shoulder, once again earning a kiss on the forehead.

"You should get in before you miss your curfew." Jungkook suggested as he moved away and planted a soft kiss on my lips.

"Okay. Goodnight." I kisses his cheek and the tip of his nose as I gently cupped his face in my hands, "I love you."

"I love you too." He had his arms wrapped tightly around my waist now, kissing me passionately as neither one of us wanted to go where we were supposed to. Its been so long since I've laid next to him and slept.

Feels like its been forever since I was able to just lay my head on his chest as he whispered softly into my ear and played with my hair to help me sleep.

I missed it.

I missed him.

I moved my body closer to his, moving my hands so I could wrap my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss just slightly.

His hands started to trail up and down my sides. Sending a tingle up them that I loved.

I smiled against his lips as the kiss became more and more intimate. His hands gripped my hips as I tangled my fingers in his dark locks.

Our lips parted to allow us air. Our foreheads resting against one another as we both smiled.

"Man..." Jungkook started, "It's been so long since we've kissed like that."

I let out a short laugh, "I know, I liked it." He brought me closer once more.

"I loved it." He placed his lips on mine once again but we were shortly interrupted by a man clearing his throat.

I jumped and looked to see the Dean of my school standing outside, tapping his feet.

"I get you two are in love and have problems but please, make it in before curfew."

"Ah, I'm sorry Mr. Nim." Jungkook and I shyly pulled away from each other, saying one last goodnight and giving eachother a small peck on the lips before he got in his car and I headed towards the Dean.

I smiled shyly at him, "Sorry."

He smiled back, "Its alright Yoongi. I get times are tough for you and him right now. Its important you two keep that spark. I just dont want you getting caught by the principle next time. You know how strict he is."