thirty- seven

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Cameron's pov:
Shiloh is now at Taylor's place. I am sitting on the end of my bed with my hands covering my face. "Cameron?" Nash walked in and looked at me. "Your okay bro?" He asked me and sat next me. "I don't know dude.." I said and looked away. Yes it has always been my dream to go to New York and study at that University, but here in California are my family, friends, girlfriend and my home. How am I going to tell this to everyone? "Cam?" Nash repeated again. "I am leaving Nash.." I said and looked up at him while he laughed. "Your joking right?" He said. "The University in New York accepted me.." I whispered looking down at the ground. "So your being serious?" He said while I nodded."Bro I mean I am happy for you, but what about us?" He asked me. "That's the thing Nash! I don't fucking know what to do!" I yelled. "You don't need to yell! It's not my fault" he said shocked loudly. "I'm sorry Nash, I am just so stressed" I apologized. "I understand Cam, but are you really going to do this.." he asked me. "Nash bro, you know that this had been a dream of me for such a long time" I looked at him. "Does Liz know?" He asked me while I shook my head. "You should really tell her Cam, she needs to know this." He said while I shook my head again. "Are you being serious" Nash raised his eyebrows. "That's gonna break her heart" I said sadly. "Ofcourse, it's gonna break her Cameron. But if she really loves you she will be happy for you and respect it. Bro your happiness is important. If you love her, you need to let her go. If it's meant to be, the love will return." He said. "I am not breaking up with her, she is the love of my life" I said while a tear slipped down my face. "Cameron I am so sorry, but long distance will be way harder." Nash said sadly. "I am not giving up on her, I know I am leaving but I am not breaking us apart." I said."Babe? I'm here!" I heard Elizabeth say loud from the front door. "I'm sorry Cam, but you have to tell her." Nash said and left the room. "He is in his room" Nash told Liz. "Hey baby" she smiled and kissed my lips gently making me smile too. "Have you been crying?" She asked me worried looking at my red puffy eyes. "No no" I smiled wiping away my tears. "Your lying Cameron." She said looking into my red eyes. "I said that I havent been crying" I said a little harsh. "Cameron your eyes are red and puffy, I am not blind" she said back. "It's nothing" I said and looked away. "Tell me Cameron, what's going on?" She looked said seriously and turned my face with her hand making me look straight into her eyes. "Babe it's not important, you don't need to know now.." I said holding onto her hand. She snatched her hand out of my grip and stood up. "So you were planning on telling it to me later? What's the difference of telling me now or later Cameron?" She said a little upset. "It's not important Liz!" I said and stood up standing in front of her. "Tell me now!" She said loud. "No" I said and walked out of the bedroom."Cameron since when do we keep secrets for each other? You were always honest to me and now your just lying straight to my face. Don't you dare to act like I'm dumb. I know you since you were a little boy and I know very well when your lying" she followed me while I sat down on the couch. "Are you seriously ignoring me right now?" She said pissed. "Lizzy stop it please" I said and looked up at her. "You want me to stop what? You know Cameron before we had a relationship I asked you what you thought was important in a relationship and the first thing you said was having trust in each other" she said and started crying. "Baby please don't cry, I'm sorry" I stood up and tried to pull her into a hug. She pushed me away and looked at me with anger in her eyes. "If your sorry, tell me what's going on.." she whispered while I stood there speechless for a good 5 minutes. "That's what I thought.. Cameron I love you, you know? I care about you more then I have ever cared about anyone else. I thought you trusted me, but I guess I was wrong. Bye Cameron" she said and grabbed her purse walking to the door. "Elizabeth please don't go" I said. She looked at me one last time before running to her car..

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