Roar (Adamtina|Adam Levine & Christina Aguilera)

Chapter 19. Bromance Problems

I search high and low, but couldn't find the note books, I was starting to lose it, the harder I search the more I want to read it for crying out loud!! I shouldn't be so nosy but i couldn't help it, i was getting frustrated. But thankfully I saw that her dresser half open.

I went over to it opened it up and saw the journals, I took them out there was a lot more then i was expecting, I had no clue Christina liked to write that much, I opened the first one I could take it was pink, I flipped through some pages then stopped randomly and read.

"Recording Just A Fool with Blake was so much fun, he's such a nice guy, he's like my big bother, only I wish it wasn't that way...I have feelings for him but I don't want to say anything because he's married to Miranda and I like her she's one of my friends, I don't want to ruin it for them, I've always loved Blake, I wish he knew that."

I stopped reading and thought for a moment, She liked Blake before?! what if she still likes him now?! she said she wants to act like she did before, like the same emotions in the journals, what if that means she has feeling for Blake and now?!

I heard on the news the he and Miranda where getting divorced, so this means Im trouble, I took the journal and put the others away, then put it in the other room under the bed.

I ran back down, the stares as fast as I could, I had to be with Blake and Christina to make sure she doesn't start falling for him, I may just be paranoid right now and I know the saying "if you love something let it go" but the thing is, I can't let go of someone that important to me.

I tried to act natural walking in the living room and watched Blake and Christina, they were standing up listening to Just A Fool so Christina could remember how she sang it, trying to memorize the lyrics she pushed her voice into the higher her octaves, amazing all of us with her powerful voice that was also sensitive, she sang.

"Who am I kidding? I know what I'm missing Oh, I had my heart set on you But nothing else hurts like you do Who knew that love was so cruel? yeah, yeah, yeah And I waited and waited so long For someone who'll never come home It's my fault to think you'll be true yeah, yeah I'm just a fool."

She was looking into his eyes while singing it, it seems like she really meant it, to me it felt like a pouch in the face, like she was planing on dating Blake but couldn't because of Miranda, right? it was starting to annoy me and it didn't help when Blake sang.

"I say that I don't care and walk away, whatever And I tell myself we were bad together uh, huh But that's just me trying to move on without you."

Then he took her hand, the second that happen I almost went over to them and slapped his hand off, but I didn't I just sat and watched, as they sang the next verse together.

"But who am I kidding? I know what I'm missing I, I had my heart set on you But nothing else hurts like you do Who knew that love was so cruel yeah, yeah, yeah And I waited and waited so long For someone who'll never come home It's my fault to think you'll be true yeah, yeah I'm just a fool."

How was this possible that my best friend was trying to take my girlfriend?! this wasn't right I felt like attacking Blake, but in reality...he'd kick my ass. but I was going to give him a piece of my mind, after the song was over.

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Not to long after they finished, Blake left Christina thanked him and walked him out the door, I kept walking with him to his car that's when I said.

"Why were you holding hands?" I asked to turned to me and said. "huh?" Like he didn't know what I was talking about I said. "Don't "huh" me!! You and Christina were holding hands while singing, I hope your not trying to-" Blake stopped me, he said.

"Your not serious are ya?! I no not to try and take her away from you dumb ass! Why the hell would I do that Levine?"

"Because you and Miranda are getting a divorce and-" I was cut off by Blake's loud Santa laugh, he said."Me and Miranda aren't getting a divorce, the media makes up all kinds of lies like that, you should know that!" He tied to explain but I still wasn't satisfied."well, the way you looked into each other's eyes was telling me a different story."

"What? that?! hahaha, I told her to really feel the song and give it as much emotion as possible to make people believe, looks like she was doin a pretty darn good job at actin if she's got you all worried! Just take it easy dickhead, she loves you."

He laughed getting into his car and driving off leaving me to my thoughts, I started to laugh, Blake was right I'm an idiot for even going there, I smiled and went back inside.

"What was that all about?" Christina asked me while I went over to her, I just gave her a hug and said. "Nothing, just glad that your mine." she smiled, I went on to say.

"You too were great together, I almost believed it haha, anyway you and I should get some rest, I have something's planed for us tomorrow."

"Like what?" She asked, I just kissed her on the forehead and said. "you'll see." She giggled, then we went to bed, later that night Blake tweeted.

"Me & @mirandalambert are reading about our separation. I hope I get all the liquor in the divorce!" That made me laugh, Blake was a funny guy and I'm happy to have him as a friend, then I saw Miranda's response: "AAND the imaginary baby?!"

She tweeted, then A fan then asked Miranda. "Don't you guys separate every 6 months, and have a baby every 3 months?" Miranda replied sarcastically with. "Yes it's very exhausting!!"