Found You

So Called Friends (34)

After taking in all of the bad news that I got today, I decided to go back home, without Milani, and relax my mind. I been told Milani that whatever happens I'd always be there. I can't keep that promise anymore. Think about it. She's killed a baby. She's a murderer. She acted as if there was no other option left. She easily could've put the baby up for adoption. But regardless, I wanted that baby. I wanted that baby even if it wasn't mine. I wanted to have something to do other than work. I could've had another piece of happiness. She took that away.. She took it away from me.

Lemme not start or begin with Bryshere or Khalil. I get it. Milani is gorgeous but that doesn't mean you can go at her. Khalil was supposed to be closer to me than Bryshere. We grew up together and I saw him as a brother. He easily could've been the father of that kid. The fact that someone other than me got her pregnant kills me.

"You made your bed now you have to lay in it. " I said. 

I popped open and beer and sat at the edge of the staircase with my head down. This is just too much for me.

Milani

I've been calling everyone and no one even answers my calls. Not even Camila. I knew I fucked up. I fucked up really bad. They all know I slept with Bryshere. They all know about Khalil. I'm mad. I'm mad. I'm mad. I'm mad at myself and everyone else.

Bryshere told me to kill the baby..

I went into my room and pour the powder out and made a line. I sniffed it.  I'm so tired of people judging me. Camila acts as if she never did anything bad in her life. Everyone else too. I'm tired of being judged.

Keith

I'm not even finna talk about the situation with Milani, Bryshere, Khalil or Elijah. It's not my place to get in the middle of it. It won't stop me from doing what I do in my lifetime. All Imma say is they need to pray. Milani needs Jesus.

As I was driving, my phone started ringing. It was a facetime call from Camila. I answered. If I didn't answer, she would try to swing on me. Her little hands haha.

Mila- Baby!!!!

Me- Yes mama what's wrong?

Mila- Did you delete my recording of Friday?

Me- Babe I didn't delete it. Keep searching.

Mila- Keith!!

Me- yes ?

Mila- it's not there..

Me- you have the DVD.

Mila- so what? Anyways pay attention to the road.

Me - I would if you'd stop yelling at me Bae haha

Mila- Sorry..

Me- I'm messing with you girl. Any whoo what are we having for dinner?

Mila- Hold on. Cocoa is barking at the neighbors again.

Me- okay.

I waited a couple minutes for her to come back to the phone. I honestly don't see why cocoa stay barking at the neighbors. Mila came back to the phone after putting her up.

Mila- I'm back. Now what were you saying?

Me- What's for dinner?

Mila- Me.

Me- Don't tempt me mama.

Mila- okay okay. Whatever you want to eat.

Me- I'm so tired of fast food.

Mila- me too. You want me to cook?

Me- Only if you don't mind.

Mila- I'd do anything for you my g.

Me- I know. I love you.

Mila- I love you too. We established this love we have for each other along time ago, my lovely Keith Powers.

Me- Okay stop being extra mama.

Mila- Anyways what am I cooking for your tummy wummy?

Me- How about baked chicken and you can pick the sides.

Mila- Keith you always eating chicken.

Me- Mila you asked what I want. You know black folks like chicken.

Mila- you want watermelon for dessert too?

Me- Stop playing with me. I want you for dessert.

Mila- I bet.  But will you get some? Nope.

Me- No more dick then.

Mila- I was kidding.

Me- That's what I thought.  But foreal do you want me to get something from the store?

Mila- Nah everything we need is right over here now come on. Be safe baby.  I love you.

Me- I love you too.

I hung up the phone and placed it back in my pocket. I need to hurry up and propose to my woman. She's great. And only for me and no one else.

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