As always ... ( Damian Wayne x reader )

Chapter 10

Warning : self-harming

Your pov

''Nooooo, please stay... '' I whispered, falling on my knees in front of the front door. The sound of his steps echoed to my ears. Hot tears fell of my eyes and his last words haunted me

'' You'r a monster, and you'll be always one ''

I jolted of my sleep, sweating. My sheets were soaked by my tears and sweat. I glupped for air, trying to control my uneven breath. With shaking hands, I removed the blanket from my body. The air was cold and gave me goose bumps. I walked slowly toward the bathroom, leaning against the wall to not fall. My legs were like jelly.

I lit up the bathroom and splashed water on my face. I grabbed thigtly the rim of the bathroom sink, my knuckles becomming white.

I looked up at my reflection on the mirror. My face was drained of colour. Only dark circle underlined bloodshot eyes.

'' You'r pathetic Y/N'' I whispered to myself.

My grasp on the rim thighten.

'' Pathetic '' I said a little louder.

I saw my iris darken,until pupils were merged with them. With a screaming of pure hate of myself, I punched the mirror.

The glass shattered under my fist and reflected my face on each sliver. Blood dripped between my fingers, slidding between the slivers.

I finally broke into tears, falling on the floor, pressing my bloody hand against my chest, glass still dug into my flesh

I was broken inside and it scared me because I didn't know if I'll be able to heal oneday.

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I hope you like this chapter. Sorry it's short and quite depressive and ot the best thing to read for the second day of the new year.

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