May 16,
Today Michael you found me in the bathroom crying. You held me close and it made me feel so much better. You told me how everything would be okay. I told you about my self harm and you told me some cute things and made me feel better, but then bad because I dont deserve that love. I know it was only a friendly thing. Not like you would like me. We even cuddled on the couch but I knew you thought it was just friends. I really really like you Michael. Why wont you like me back? Is it because I'm imperfect? Probably. I try so hard to loose weight to be perfect for you.
