October 10,
Goodbye Michael.
I decided on how exactly, I will kill myself. I am going to jump off a bridge. You know the one we always passed and hung out on? Yeah, that one. I don't want to leave you empty handed with my awful memoriam. I'm going to go to your new apartment and give you a note. This notebook will say different things. I'm going to take it with me when I jump. Michael, I will see you for the last time in 2 hours. I'm so worried you''ll make me stay. I doubt you will. I doubt you will even answer the door.
