SEPTEMBER 25,
LEAVING HELPED NOTHING MICHAEL! NOTHING! YOU DIDNT WANT TO HURT ME- BUT YOU HURT ME BY LEAVING ME! IM SUCH AN IDIOT. YET I STILL LOVE YOU. YOU DONT LIKE ME AND I DONT THINK YOU EVER DID. IT WAS ALL A JOKE RIGHT? YOU NEVER LOVED ME. WHO WOULD? IM A FAT WOTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT. I HAVENT EATEN AND I PROMISED I WOULD. YOU LEFT AND YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDNT. I HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU. MICHAEL GORDON CLIFFORD STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH MY EMOTIONS. I MIGHT AS WELL BE DEAD. FUCKING DEAD. NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME ANYWAY.
