October 10 storyline from Ashton Point Of View
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I opened the door at the familar apartment building. I remember these numbers by heart. I opened the big double door and walked to the elevator. I pushed the button to the third floor. I walked down the hall as soon as the metal doors opened. I walked to face 7C, Michael's apartment.
I knocked on the door lightly and there was no response. I pressed my ear to the wooden door. I heard muffled cries inside and wall hitting. I knocked the door even louder and the noises stopped. I kept knocking till someone answered the door. Luke and Calum answered and turned very pale.
"Let me inside now." I muttered in anger.
"No." Luke said shoving me to the opposite hallway wall.
"What makes you think you can shove me?" I said shoving him into the apartment and walking past him.
"What makes you think you can shove Luke?" Calum said throwing me to the floor.
"Fuck off." I said getting up. I walked to the room that was labeled Michael.
I walked inside and locked the door behind me. I turned to look at Michael.
"Ash? Go away. No wait don't. Help me. No. Don't! Ugh. Wait. Why are you here? What's wrong?" Michael became a stuttered mess.
"Just have a letter to give you." I said holding it to him. He took it and I walked out of the room. Out of the apartment.
"Ashton, wait!" I heard Michael yell. I began to run. But Michael runs faster than me. I kept on running and running and I heard Michael following me. I tripped and fell and Michael fell on top of me.
"You are not going to kill yourself." He said frowning down at me. I tried squeezing from his grip but he gripped me even tighter.
"Please let me go." I said tears running down my face.
"Why would I do that?" He asked
"You hate me." I said firmly and the second his grip loosened I stood up.
"What?" He said and I ran again. He ran again and this time grabbed my waist and carried me away.
"Let me go!" I cried trying to drop from his strong grip.
"No." He said
"Just forget me! I'm nothing important." I said and Michael started shaking
"Thats what they said too." He said letting a single tear fall from his eye.
"Who?" I asked worried
"Luke and Calum. They said the same exact thing. They yelled at me and forced themselves to live with me. They got so temper and even tried to make me fall for one of them." He said dropping me and breaking down
"Then why did you leave?" I asked
"They don't like you. They don't think you are right for me." He said and I cried
"I'm not right for anyone." I said walking away to the bridge.
"You are!" Michael cried out
"They are right Michael. I'm not right for you."
"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia. And forget about the stupid little things." He said
"You can't wish for amnesia Michael. Luke and Calum are right. You should date one of them and leave me alone." I said walking to the bridge again and Michael got up and followed me. I walked onto the bridge.
"Ashton, please don't do it." Michael said grabbing me.
"Wake up with amnesia and forget me. It's better for you." I said going to a rail
"If you jump I jump Ashton." He said crying
"But don't all things come to an end. An end you can't stop. Michael, I love you. You listened to them instead stay. How does that even show you are considerate to even try for me? You chased me for a mile. And you probably won't end your own life If I did. You would go cry to Calum and Luke. I probably won't even have a funeral. I'm just a part of your life and you have to let me go. Just go home Michael. I curse myself for loving you. You broke me even more. I remember the day you told me you were leaving. You held your blue duffle full of everything. Then left. If what we had was real, how could you be fine? I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted. I will miss you. Goodbye Michael. I hope you hav-" My rambling was cut off by his lips hitting mine. I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist. He held me closely and walked me away. I released from the kiss and rested my head on his shoulder. It felt nice to be in his grip. He carried me home and laid me on the bed.
"You mean too much, I love you Ashton. I'm an idiot for leaving you." He whispered in my ear as his arms wrapped around me and I fell into a deep, great sleep.
