Unhappy together

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by Debanjana

by Debanjana

I love you and always will
But just not enough
To stay back
And cry myself to sleep
Night after night.

You and I
Are happier separately
Together we were
Nothing but a mess
And just brought the
Worst out in each other.

You and I
Together
We aren't
Happy together.

It's not hard to explain
If you listen
And noticed
And maybe show
That you care
In a way
That makes up
For the scars
That you leave
Not on my skin
But pierce them
Deep within the soul.

I m not scared
And I know
That I have moved on
I will fall in love again
At the drop of a beat.

I will fall in love again
Maybe during the winter
While soaking in the heat.

What I m not sure of is
Will I ever heal
From the hurt
That you made me
Love with.

Will I ever heal
From the lack
Of trust
That you assumed
I don't deserve.

I know
I will fall in love again
Because I have learned
To love someone broken
And lost like myself.

I just don't want
To give someone else
The authority I gave you
To break me in an irreparable way
And doubt my love
When I decide to walk away.