love and lust

The night alone

I couldn't run after Stiles right away because his father still needed my help. I didn't tell him about the kiss because I didn't know if Stiles was out yet, and sure his dad would've arrested me for kissing a seventeen year old. It was 8:30 when I left the station, my car was still there and I had the keys so I called Stiles to see if he had made it home. Of course it went straight to voicemail. I got in my car and drove to the house. When I arrived the light in Stiles room was on and I could feel the body heat coming off of him.

I walked into the house, the first person I saw was an old woman that must've been Aunt Margeret. She spoke to me with such grace and elegance she said "Oh hello you must be Derek." "Yes ma'am." I answered. "Ok well I was just leaving, my flight us in 2 hours, do you mind helping me with my bags?" the woman explained. " Oh not at all." I said as I picked up her bags and headed out to the car. Once I put all of her stuff in the car I wished her a safe flight and waved it off.

I looked upstairs before I started to walk up. I wanted to know why Stiles had done, but I didn't want to confront him yet. I looked into Aunt Margerets room, and to my suprise my stufd was allready in there, this was Stiles no doubt. I could tell he didn't want to talk to me, so out of respect I just layed down.

It had been about thirty minutes before Stiles finally decided to talk to me. "Derek." he called, I could practilly smell the fear and anger along with self hatred and nervousness. "Yeah." I answered sitting up and facing the window. I couldnt stand to see him without being all over him, all I wanted to do was make passionate love to him but I'd have to keep those feelings in check.....for now.

"Look about what happened at the station-" He tried to say before I interupted him. " Stiles what you did was wrong, you could've just told me how you felt instead of pulling that big stunt, and then you ran out on me, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!" I said now yelling. "I don't know Derek OK AND WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SCREAMING AT ME IT WAS JUST A FUCKING KISS CALM THE FUCK DOWN MAN!!!"He yelled. "IM NOT YELLING AT YOU BECAUSE YOU KISSED ME OK....I'm yelling at you because it shouldn't have felt so good it shouldnt have made me not stop thinking about you, it shouldnt have made me want you so bad, I shouldnt have made me look you in the eye and want to make sweet passionate love to you OK........that's why I'm yelling." I explained now walking up to Stiles and getting in his face.

There was a long moment of silence before he finally said" My dad has to go on some out of town buisness so we'll have the house to ourselves all weekend....oh yeah and sorry for making your life so misourable." he said as he pushed me off of him and headed for his room. I layed back down on the bed, I felt like a complete fool of myself and unexpectedly I started crying. I hadn't cried since the night my family died. I eventually fell asleep in a well of tears.

I awoke several hours later in a daze, the moon was still out so it must've been either really early or really late. To make sure I checked the clock it 3:00 in the morning. I couldn't hold it in anymore I had had to have him. I just needed to know what it felt like. I jumped out of my bed and walked into Stiles's room I climbed on top of him and began to kiss his body, I wanted to stop but my wolf wouldnt let me. I ripped of my shirt and continued.

He awoke as I took off his shirt. "Der what the hell are you doing." he said tiredly. "I immeadiatley came to my senses. What the hell was I doing?. " Im sorry I just couldn't help myself." I sai7d as I looked away. I was about to cry again then he stroked my face and said " I asked what were you doing, I didn't ask you to stop." he said. He made his way on top of me and we kissed. Oh how I missed those sweet lips. We tore eachothers clothes off one by one. He started moving down and before I knew my eyes were rolling to the back of my head in pleasure. The rest of the nught was just sweet passionate sex over and over again until the sun came up.