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Chapter 십칠

It was Saturday and I was a nervous wreck.

I was in the car with the hyung's, we were driving to the airport to pick up my dear Eomma. Don't get me wrong I'm excited- but in reality i'm really anxious.

It's been a couple weeks since I've been living with the hyung's and a lot has changed. I'm in a relationship and practically have another Eomma and also revealed my top gthree deepest and darkest of secrets. Plus, there's now someone aside from me in Eomma's life and I will do my very and absolute best, to support her since she has done everything in her power to do so the same for me. I bet she never had expected to raised a gay deaf kid who likes to wear women's clothes.. eh?.

I wouldn't either.

Right now we were five minutes away from the airport, my nerves hitching as each second passes. I was locking my hands with Suga and Jungkook, they told me I could squeeze tightly if I feel too anxious in which I didn't hesitate to squeeze the life outta their hands. Suga was gently rubs the surface of my hand trying to be there every step of the way.

He could understand why I'm in the state I'm in.

일. Dependence

Having to depend on one person in the world then having them ripped away from you

이. Special bond

When babies are born their are usually a special connection between them and the Eomma since they have been with each other for nine months and the mother again usually the gentle soft type share a bond. A bond that's pure so if it comes down to it then Eomma and Appa about to fall off the cliff the kid would choose the Eomma.

Usually..

삼. Her supports

Her supporting and accepting me and turing Gay was a huge surprise to us all. Of course she'd tell me sometimes and point out whenever we were scrolling through Facebook. When an image came up she'd get all giddy inside and say 'They are so cute!'. It would be tempting to tell her on the spot but I didn't find out till I was nine that I was Gay.

After telling her she also told me she had her suspicions because when I was little I was always wanting to wear girl clothing, it didn't matter when or where I was always open to wear the girly stuff. I still remember her exact words echo in my head 'Be whoever you're born to be my dear ChimChim'

My Eomma is my world, main reasons why my anxiety can get to me—

Like right now.

We arrived at the airport.

We got out of the car and began to stroll through the airport finding the Gate Eomma said she'd be coming out of.

Feeling thee uneasiness rush back to me I had to stop and take a minute to breathe because apparently I wasn't taking in air for my lungs to exhale for the past two minutes. Suga intertwining hands with me we head up the escalator "It says she'll be arriving at Gate #십일" Jin mentioned.

We walk up to the Gate they haven't arrived yet.

Everyone sat down except me and Suga. I rubbed my temple, stressing as beads of sweat fell from my forehead. The plane arrived saying passengers should be boarding off the plane in a matter of seconds.

My heart was racing, I wondered is it possible to have a heart attack at a young age? Aside from wanting to die at this very moment. People with suitcases began to flea out of the tube; some had masks over their faces and that just reminded me that Umma doesn't like to wear masks so it'll be easier to spot her once she's out.