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MegatronXSuicidal!Reader

Music

Music.

What a wonderful thing to have. Wonderful you had it on the warship in the form of your Spotify and cat eared light up headphones. Wonderful you had it on this ship of suicide risks.

The flight bridge.

The energon storage.

Anywhere near Starscream.

But not around...the most deadly mech on the ship. The biggest. The Gladiator. No he wouldn't kill you,wouldn't step on you and end your miserable life. In fact he kept you on his shoulder,and if he couldn't hold you,it was either a drone or Soundwave,mostly the silent mech though.

Music helped you escape the bad world around you. You could slip into a dream world and dance with your robotic crush in this dream to love songs,dream he'd kiss you. Dream he'd hold you close to himself and never let go. Dream he'd actually love you...

But unfortunately that's not real life. So you exit to your dream world when the real one gets to be to hard...mostly at night.

It was astonishing how they'd just let you roam free,then again,you were good at hiding away from the badness of it all,hiding your real desires in fear they'd stop you.

But the warlord was a light sleeper,despite his acting when you'd cry yourself to sleep every few nights. At first he thought he didn't care,saw it as a annoyance. But it grew to worry as your crying went from every now and then to...every night. Your quite sobbing as reality hit you like a brick house full of...more bricks? Or dumbbells. Hundred pound dumbbells.

Millions of them-

So you thought of a solution. Don't try to sleep. You left the room as soon as you heard Megatron's venting slow to a calm pace as he fell into a deep slumber after a day of hard work. Yes if you haven't caught on he even made sure you were with him when he went to recharge, kept your bed on his nightstand to,and I fucking quote,"Make sure you don't try to escape me."

Which brings us to tonight.

You watched the warlord you loved oh so much fall into recharge as you sat on your bed. When his breathing slowed you waited before grabbing your headphones and phone and climbed down the latter Megatron placed for you so he didn't have to get you up and down all the time.

Walking to the door you stepped on the button to open it but...

It didn't open.

Instead the screen on the door lock lit up red with black letters that said,"Access Denied."

You stare at the small screen they made for you in shock and tried every password you could think of desperately trying to leave to the flight deck.

To peace from your mind as it filled with thoughts you couldn't hold back without your safe place. Your safe dream...

You stared to tear up in desperation as you tried to open the door with your hands,whimpering softly. "Please please not now...who the fuck locks the door like this...?" You mutter,pressing your back against the cold metal and sliding down till your ass was on the ground,knees pulled up to your chest with your red,wet face hidden in them.

You heard the sound of someone sliding down the wall like you did and a arm wrapped around you."I do."Megatron's voice...

Obviously it was his holoform, but you only saw it once. You mainly saw Knockout's and Soundwave's seeing as they were the ones to take you out mostly,the one time you saw Megatron's was when he took you out for a change.

"Why-"

"Because I'm not stupid. I hear you at night. I researched your behavior and found some interesting things...I can't have you going to the flight deck anymore."

You snapped,standing up and glaring at him."Why should you care!? God you are so utterly confusing! One second you want to be an asshole and hate me the next you show kindness! Make up your mind,do you like me or am I waisting my time falling in love here!?"You shout,not realising the gravity of what you did,of what you confessed due to the lack of sleep.

Through your sore eyes as the moon lit the room you saw his face. He was...shocked. Then something strange happened. Tears fell from his lilac eyes as a smile made it's way onto his face. "You really...love me?" He asked,smiling hopefully. You watched with your lips parted in shock.

"What...I didn't say...did I say...? What did I..." You clutch your head as it began pounding,he stood up and pulled you in for a hug,resting his chin on your head as warm tears fell into your hair.

"You're crying..." You point out,he chuckled lightly, warming your heart. "Perhaps the sleep depravation has gotten to both of us...I just...couldn't sleep until you weren't crying and...I don't exactly know how to make a human happy." He pulled back a bit and rests his forehead on yours,looking into your e/c eyes,despite the shadows of many sleepless nights he still loved them,how they shine in the moonlight.

"I love you too."

(HHHHH i just wanted to make more megs that made me wanna die less((as in not writing smut)) and so here we fucking are. I'm also gonna work on Dreadwing and a few smut requests im stumped on. Until this if you don't know I'm selling art on shit on Redbubble!

I finally got Megatron for TFA drawn and saved,and put up on my redbubble, StarscreamLeAft ,with my new Blitzwing piece and my two Shockwave bits of art!

Go check it out maybe buy a lil something and help a dude out

Got mugs and travel cups

Blankets with Meg's cocky face all over

Phone cases

Shirts and dresses and mini skirts

Even got pillows

So go check it out and sooner or later I'll upload more than just TFA(Transformers animated) and I may do requests some time later on if this gets off the ground.

Im also making a Tailgate design rn for MTMTE.

SO FUCKING CUTE OMG-)