A Collection of Words

Dear M

Dear M,

Do you hate me?
Did I do something wrong?
We don't even talk but
I get the feeling you do.

You don't know how much I care,
I mean you hardly know me,
But I want us to get to know each other.
Even though I'm annoying.

You probably think I'm lame,
Boring, slow, stupid.
Well, I am.
That's probably why we don't talk.

It's hard for me to talk to people like you,
You have a lot of friends,
You're always busy talking
And you know more than I do.

I don't understand a lot of you,
You talk about things that confuse me,
And I try to understand by researching,
But everyday you pull out something new.

So I guess I'll always be in the background,
Watching you,
We'll never become close,
Even though I want it so much.

I guess I could say I'm obsessed with you,
It's happened to me before,
I became obsessed with someone else,
But of course they turned me down.

I don't mean to worry you M.
I just think it necessary to advise you,
You probably think this is stupid,
But I love
you.

Dear M,
Thank you for reading this letter,
I doubt anything will happen,
Love,
Anonymous.