A Collection of Words

I Feel A Little

I feel a little bit unhinged,
Part of me needs to be fixed,
The screws inside me are very loose,
I might fall apart if you aren't careful.

I feel a little bit invisible,
I walk around hallways unnoticed,
I wish that you would acknowledge me,
It's hard for me to be so alone.

I feel a little bit battered and bruised,
The emotions inside me are torment,
I feel a thousand feelings every single day,
Most of them are devoted to you.

I feel a little bit lovesick too,
Although I don't know what love is,
Maybe I'm a little bit obsessive,
Is what I'm feeling for you normal?

I feel a little bit overwhelmed,
With the constant worry and anxiety,
With the fear that no one really cares,
With the feeling that nothing matters.

I feel a little bit too much each day,
My emotions are too much to handle,
Anger, sadness, lust, envy, euphoria,
Are all heightened until I'm a wreck.

I feel like this is all pointless,
But I also feel like so much matters,
I love all my friends a bit too much,
So much so that I've pushed them away.

I feel like there will never be an end,
That it's a loop repeating until I'm sick,
My brain is on repeat every single day,
I want to start over and be someone else.