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Lee Ji Eun's POV

Its been two months since my book, "Chateau" was released.Unbelievable, but it was on top of bestseller chart."Chateau" by IU Lee was known as a sad book, which a lot of readers shed tears in the parts.The story of losing, the story of mistakes.I wrote this book in my happy day, I have Jiyong Oppa, I have Lisa, I have eomma.I should spare a thought about how lucky my life had gone.I shouldn't be hit by this kind of distraught mind.The book, "Chateau" was on my hold.I put on the long gaze on the book.

'If I say this thing,

You might get hurt,

You might turn away,

You might hate me forever.

But I can't hide them anymore

Strange kind of emptiness overwhelmed

I'm still a sad clown

Foolishly reach out for the stars

While burnt by the sun.

The coward that pretend to be brave

This is a fairy tale that I don't believe

That I don't want to hear

Selfish people go around

While losers trying to win,'

This one reminds me of someone, someone that used to be my everything.Someone that always with me through hard times, at least he was with me.I hate how things change, how the world forced every goodbye in my life.It's like a nightmare, but whatever I do, I still can't open my eyes, I still can't turn back to the reality.I know, I lied to myself.This is the reality, the wicked one.

"Hey,"My tears almost rolled down my cheek before someone pat my shoulder.I turned.It was Youngbae, Jiyong's best friend. He was holding a familiar book while handing me a pen"Miss IU Lee, can you sign here, I'm your fan."

I chuckled, giving a small nod before placing my signatures on the book. "What are you doing here?"

"Well this is bookstore, I buy book of course,"

"You buys my book?I mean, there's a lot good books here,"

"Oh my, Ji Eun this one is a bestseller, I can say thousands, or million people had read this." he smiled, the epic small eyes small again.

"How do you know"

"It was written there, at the counter, and I saw ebook stuff, "Chateau" was translated in around 15 languages"

I sighed."I don't know its that good,"

"Hey, are you okay"Youngbae seemed concerned, Jiyong had told me before, Youngbae really a brother like person.Maybe that's what makes me comfortable around him.Youngbae was a person you can always trust, he's the only man Jiyong would let me hang out with, without any jealousy.I can't help myself to show that sad look.Youngbae would realize I feel bad and I hope he would understand me, like always.